ratcreature + wintersoldier + torture   11

Color by Numbers - vitoliel - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Soldier came up with the plan in his spare time, though he never actually believed he’d put it into practice. Hydra’s reach seemed too complete – too powerful – to actually consider running. But he thought about it. And then the man stopped fighting. And he said he knew him. And the Soldier felt…felt… He knew what he felt was important. So, he ran.
captainamerica  vitoliel  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  post-movie  recovery  wilderness  escape  reunion  steverogers  samwilson  hydra  torture  gen  memories 
december 2014 by ratcreature
Silent thunder, as of a thousand wings - kaasknot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
A theologian once said that angels are constructs of love and holy rage, and chained to obedience through both. Or maybe a theologian hadn't said that. Maybe it was the Bright One himself, or just Uriel being grumpy.

But Bucky knows that he loves Steve, and he loves his taskmaster of a boss even as he gripes about him over beers after work, and he loves the dames with their red, red lips and smooth, soft curves (and he loves the guys, loves their strength and the tall, proud lines of them), and he loves old Mrs. Greene even when her rheumatism acts up and she turns mean as a wet cat. But he loves Steve most of all, and if Bucky is shackled to mindless obedience because of it, he calls it a good trade, because Steven Grant Rogers is the best person he knows. When it comes down to it, he figures his desire only adds a new dimension to a love that was already there, glowing hot enough to burn.

He was sent to Earth in a cage of mortal flesh to watch over Steve, and Bucky can do no less than love him with all his heart.
captainamerica  avengers  religion  au  steve/bucky  slash  length-novel  steverogers  buckybarnes  angels  angel-bucky  angel-sam  originalcharacter  thor  natasharomanov  pov-bucky  wintersoldier  hydra  torture  captive  preserum-steve  kaasknot  wwii  howlingcommandoes 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Of Many - Asidian - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He tries it the easy way, the first time, like the coward Steve's never believed he is.

It's 1943, and Bucky's still waking clammy with night sweats, phantom restraints pinning him down and Zola's voice in his head. He's still talking big to cover how he jerks away whenever anyone puts a hand on him. He’s pretending he doesn't see the way Steve looks at him, the way they all look at him, like he's in danger of coming apart.

Only this time – this time when they try to give him a discharge, he takes it. He crams what little owns in his duffel and ships off for the states.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  timetravel  mind-timetravel  do-over  howlingcommandoes  rescue  sad  pov-bucky  angst  hydra  torture 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Ipseity - SkyisGray - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.

Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.

Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers.
captainamerica  skyisgray  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  torture  hydra  redroom  natasharomanov  series  steve/bucky  slash  het  non-con  bucky/natasha  mentalillness  wintersoldier  alexanderpierce  angst  multiplepersonalities  length-novel  wip  assassination  escape  capture  interrogation  sexualabuse 
august 2014 by ratcreature
Building From the Ground Up - EmilianaDarling - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
“What about you, Barnes?” asks Dugan. The sound of his voice brings Bucky back to the present, dredges him out of memories of a beat-up little apartment with sunlight streaming in through the windows. “Got yourself a girl waiting for you back home?”

There’s an answer on the tip of his tongue, one that he’ll deliver with a cocky grin and a half-laugh and a little shake of his head. But Bucky is exhausted and hungry and so sore it hurts to move, and one of the guys in their platoon fucking died yesterday. His mouth tastes like iodine water and his feet hurt and none of it’s going to get better any time soon, and all at once Bucky misses Steve so badly he can barely see straight.

“Yeah,” Bucky declares abruptly, the word escaping from his mouth before he fully realizes what he’s saying. “Yeah, I do.”

 
[This fic presents a self-contained story that can easily be read on its own. If desired, however, it can also be read as a prequel to "Reconstruction Site" and "Amidst the Rubble". It takes place chronologically first but was written third.]
captainamerica  buckybarnes  wwii  wintersoldier  post-movie  howlingcommandoes  steve/bucky  steverogers  slash  length-novel  steve/peggy  impliedhet  pining  emilianadarling  pov-bucky  recovery  torture  series  pov-steve  samwilson 
july 2014 by ratcreature
Recursive - Domenika Marzione (domarzione) - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
In the wake of the HYDRA revelations, Steve Rogers finds himself both a pawn of the rebuilding SHIELD hierarchy and the leader of a newly-independent Avengers. He’s got masters he can’t run from, teammates he can’t let down, and a best friend who is turning his newly remembered past to ashes.

But when a blast from a mysterious device seemingly sends him back to 1944, Steve has to decide if he should he change his past and risk ruining his future by fixing his greatest mistake.

(A Life on Mars homage.)
captainamerica  avengers  gen  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-steve  wwii  length-novel  peggycarter  howlingcommandoes  steve/peggy  howardstark  actionadventure  wintersoldier  timetravel  pts  pow  torture  rescue  doctorstrange 
may 2014 by ratcreature
And I Am Always with You - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
He tries to reach out to Steve, but he can’t feel his arm. It’s too cold. Everything is cold save for his blood and Steve’s smile.

Long after Bucky forgets his own name, he remembers "Steve."
captainamerica  wip  wintersoldier  angst  h/c  torture  hallucination  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  tonystark  samwilson  bodyimage  dehumanization  suicidalthoughts  starvation  selfharm  self-loathing  conditioning  amnesia  memories  pts 
may 2014 by ratcreature
I Seek Not Your Loyalty - TheColorBlue - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
In the aftermath of Project Insight's collapse, the Asset gravitates towards the general vicinity of a certain Captain America, and tries to survive.
captainamerica  gen  wintersoldier  post-movie  buckybarnes  steverogers  recovery  torture  angst  length-short  thecolorblue  dehumanization 
may 2014 by ratcreature

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