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I Could Walk Out, But I Won't - napricot - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
"Bucky started the car, and that was it: the Sam and Bucky Road Trip of Sadness and Maybe Bonding was officially happening. Sam hoped they could get through it without killing each other, or anyone else." In which Sam is not as okay as he'd like to think, and Bucky's more well-adjusted than expected.
captainamerica  samwilson  length-long  pov-samwilson  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  roadtrip  grieving  suicide  natasharomanov  napricot 
september 2016 by ratcreature
Four Corners of the Western World - pennypaperbrain - Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms [Archive of Our Own]
Undercover after Reichenbach, tracking the snipers who threatened his friends, Sherlock has one thing left he can depend on: his mind. But when he faces making his first kill, alone among the mad excesses of Las Vegas, the pressure turns out to be greater than even he can endure without John beside him.
sherlock_bbc  sherlockholmes  johnwatson  slash  holmes/watson  mentalillness  bdsm  pain  knifeplay  bipolar  depression  suicide  reichenbach  assassination  mycroftholmes  pennypaperbrain  length-novel  series 
may 2014 by ratcreature
Entangled States - Tenebrielle - The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
An accident causes Bruce Banner and Tony Stark to switch bodies, leaving them to struggle with the other's "terrible privilege" until they can find a way to reverse the change. But the stakes might be higher than either Bruce or Tony realizes… Science Bros friendship, with a liberal dose of Clint.
avengers  gen  tonystark  brucebanner  bodyswitch  tech-malfunction  length-novel  angst  suicide  impliedhet  pov-tony  pov-3rd  pov-bruce  pepperpotts  clintbarton  tenebrielle 
december 2013 by ratcreature
The Blind Leading The Blind... - X-Men Fic - Sex and Telepathy
Most people can’t pinpoint the moment when they first become aware of sex. Charles can. Just a quick look at Charles’ telepathy and how it might shape his attitude towards sex. Slash, Charles/Erik.
x-men  length-short  slash  impliedhet  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  charles/erik  during-firstclass  pov-xavier  mutantpower-sex  telepathy  pov-3rd  childabuse  pre-canon  suicide  kurtmarko  xavier/omc  xavier/ofc  angst  blind-author 
march 2012 by ratcreature
Spoils of War
In Mirkwood, at the end of the War of the Ring, a stranger in a strange land struggles to find a new place among beings thought to be fearsome and cruel. Rating increased in Chapter 5 due to disturbing verbal imagery and suggested violence. NOW COMPLETE
lotr  postwar  gen  slavefic  pov-oc  h/c  captive  pow  orcs  raperecovery  originalcharacter  mirkwood  pov-3rd  outsider_pov  length-long  suicide 
january 2011 by ratcreature
In for Repairs - shinychimera, Yeomanrand - Star Trek (2009) [Archive of Our Own]
Young Jim Kirk is unstable and self-destructive, Leonard McCoy is withdrawn and wary, and the obstacles to surviving their first term at Starfleet Academy are not easy to overcome. A dark and brutal tale of the tangled borders between healing and hurt
startrek  st:aos  academy  childabuse  abused-kirk  leonardmccoy  jamestkirk  alcoholism  suicide  abused-mccoy  selfharm  self-loathing  insecure-kirk  yeomanrand  shinychimera  bigbang  length-novel  christopherpike  bar  injury  injured-kirk  pain  knifeplay  non-con  kirk/mccoy  slash  roughsex 
november 2010 by ratcreature
mcshep_match: TEAM WORK: dead of night, "The World That We Live In (No, We Can't Go Back)"
When his dad first said they were going to move, John yelled and called him a liar. He didn't tell Rodney for a long time, not until they were starting to pack and he couldn't not tell him anymore.
sga  length-short  gen  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  au  kidfic  angst  suicide  mcshep_match  ghost  ghost-rodney  ghost-sheppard 
september 2010 by ratcreature
sans_pertinence: [Fic] A Far Better Thing (Star Trek XI)
Those of you familiar with Wrath of Khan will know not only whence the title comes, but why. I think I broke myself a little writing this. That’s your warning. AOS-verse, technically.
startrek  st:aos  introspection  spock-prime  spock  t'pring  vulcan-lost  vulcan  suicide  pov-spock-prime  pov-3rd  length-short  tense-present  meditation  sans-pertinence  pov-omniscient 
august 2009 by ratcreature
reve/sans fin/ni treve/a rien - Spirits That Just Wouldn't Seem To Be Made Of Glass
From this prompt on the kink meme. Basically, Spock has spent his entire life being suicidally depressed, trying to find a perfectly logical reason to kill himself. Kirk finds out.
startrek  st:aos  spock  jamestkirk  angst  kirk/spock  slash  firsttime  suicide  depression  thelilytriad  pov-spock  pre-canon  bullying  length-short  tense-past  pov-3rd 
august 2009 by ratcreature
The Difference It Makes part 1
When freak atmospheric conditions cut a landing party off from the Enterprise, Spock is forced to confront the differences between his command style and that of Captain Kirk. Meanwhile, Kirk has to deal with his own frustration at the Enterprise's helples
startrek  st:tos  gen  actionadventure  pov-multiple  pov-3rd  length-novel  gilshalos  originalcharacter  jamestkirk  spock  leonardmccoy  kirk/ofc  impliedhet  iceplanet  hypothermia  earthquake  stranded  romulans  pov-spock  pov-mccoy  pov-oc  mindmeld  pov-kirk  suicide 
july 2009 by ratcreature
kristen999 - “Through the Looking Glass” (1/2)
"Madness is to think of too many things in succession too fast, or of one thing too exclusively” - Voltaire. There is something odd going on with John and Rodney. Maybe everyone. Or it could be the darkness closing in.
sga  gen  kristen999  h/c  atlantis  atagene  atlantis-malfunction  hallucination  angst  paranoia  mentalillness  tech-malfunction  ancienttech  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  teylaemmagan  team  woolsey  radekzelenka  ronondex  birthdays  games  pov-multiple  pov-3rd  pov-sheppard  pov-rodney  impliedhet  mckay/keller  jenniferkeller  during-season5  tense-past  suspense  injury  injured-sheppard  depression  suicide  length-medium  pov-teyla  pov-ronon 
january 2009 by ratcreature
Across the Universe, a Harry Potter fanfic - FanFiction.Net
Vague spoilers for PS-HBP. One-shot. James Potter observes as Harry arrives to an alternate dimension where his parents are alive and Neville is the Boy-Who-Lived. Trying to teach old cliches new tricks, here.
hp  au  paralleluniverses  dimensionalportal  harrypotter  suicide  jamespotter  nevillelongbottom  harry-died  neville-is-boywholived  lily  gen  severussnape  meetingfamily  harry-has-siblings  length-short  tense-past  pov-3rd  pov-jamespotter 
november 2008 by ratcreature
SGA Big Bang: "Life After" by velocitygrass
"We could do more," John said, turning to him, and there was a conviction in his voice and eyes that sent shivers down Rodney's spine. "We could destroy the Wraith."
sga  bigbang  length-novel  velocitygrass  mckay/sheppard  slash  romance  fluff  earthlost  wraith  wraith-gone  atlantis-cut-off-from-earth  spacebattle  firsttime  dating  dadt-revoked  grieving  suicide  ancienttech  puddlejumper  clueless!rodney  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  atlantis  futurefic  dancing  comingout  cuddling  h/c  pov-3rd  pov-sheppard  pov-rodney  pov-multiple  tense-past  jenniferkeller 
august 2008 by ratcreature
sangga: SPN fic: Abaddon
“He shall spurn fate, scorn death and bear/His hopes ‘bove wisdom, grace and fear.” Macbeth, WS. The madmen have taken over the asylum. (Sam)
supernatural  series  sangga  gen  au  series-contretemps  length-medium  pov-samwinchester  pov-2nd  reports  therapy  asylum  mentalillness  originalcharacter  deanwinchester  ep-devilstrap  episoderelated  possession  demon  yed  samwinchester  angst  weird  colt  pov-3rd  exorcism  priest  drugs  alcoholism  alcoholic-dean  hunting  dean-leaves  college  ghost  suicide 
july 2008 by ratcreature
the gingerbread house - fic: Turn any corner
She was born in 1836 in Connecticut, and no matter what she did, who she became, how long she lived, she just couldn't escape them. That's parents for you.
supernatural  gen  impliedhet  mary  colt  samuelcolt  pre-canon  historical  1800s  1900s  ruby  demon  samuelcolt/ruby  au  series  series-pathways  irnan  pov-mary  yed  pov-3rd  pneumonia  sick-mary  illness  mary's-family-hunted  hunter-mary  witch  ritual  reincarnation  immortal!mary  suicide  asylum  wwii  war  johnwinchester  bodyshare  john/mary  captive 
july 2008 by ratcreature
Filling up the corners - Supernatural fic: "Periphery" 1a/1; R; gen-and-het (Sam/Jess); angstorama
Sam doesn't remember making a wish in the warehouse, just stumbling backwards, the djinn catching him by the front of his shirt and holding him in that unstable, wrong-direction lean over the long flight of stairs. But he remembers a look of satisfaction
supernatural  hiyacynth  het  sam/jess  angst  dean/ofc  john/mary  au  episoderelated  ep-whatisandwhatshouldneverbe  djinn  wish  virtualreality  hallucination  ghost  ghost-dean  missouri  fire  suicide  college 
july 2008 by ratcreature
Who the heck am I today? - Fifty Percent: Part One
While cleaning out John’s storage locker, Sam finds an envelope from his father addressed to someone from their past. Dean objects to delivering it, but Sam happens upon a hunt that takes them practically to her doorstep. Could they be demons released w
supernatural  het  bigbang  flashbacks  gwendolyngrace  samwinchester  deanwinchester  johnwinchester  library  librarian  originalcharacter  john/ofc  hunting  ghost  case  ritual  summoning  possession  training  mystery  christmas  numerology  mysticism  sumeriangod  bar  pool  magic  books  college  religion  spirit  suicide  outsider_pov 
june 2008 by ratcreature
SGA Big Bang -- Aegis by Springwoof and Leah
The Ancients' genes didn't just confer the power to activate their technology. For ten percent of Earth's population, like John Sheppard, the ATA gene also gave them Gifts: special abilities that made them admired, envied, and feared. 90748 words
sga  slash  mckay/sheppard  au  springwoof  leah  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  elizabethweir  jackoneill  danieljackson  earthside  antarctica  ancienttech  ancients  atlantis  superpowers  plotty  mindcontrol  flashbacks  sumner  offworld  athosians  halling  aidenford  teylaemmagan  firstcontact  episoderelated  wraith  carsonbeckett  teleportation  hypoglycemia  telepathy  sheppard/omc  angst  healing  injury  sparring  shield  bates  empathy  suicide  keras  genii  masturbation  firsttime  illness  trading  mystery  grodin  kolya  originalcharacter  sheppard/ofc  impliedhet  gall  abrams  mentalillness  kateheightmeyer  therapy  touch  chaya  precognition  everett  exhaustion  sleepdeprivation  janetfraiser  caldwell  genetherapy 
august 2007 by ratcreature
Muse-o-rama - New SPN Fic: Dazzleland, Chapter 1/10
“Someone goes over Niagara in a barrel. You gonna jump in and try to save them?” – Dean Winchester, Crossroad Blues. Sam’s making plans, and they don’t include his father or hunting. They might not even include Dean. High school in two time peri
supernatural  gen  deanwinchester  samwinchester  plotty  pre-canon  big-pink  highschool  episoderelated  ep-crossroadblues  demon  johnwinchester  yed  niagara  ghost  suicide  schoolshooting  bullying  stanford-era  angst  het  sam/ofc  teachers  teacher!sam  fighting  hunting  psychic!sam  telepathy  demonkids  sacrifice  teen-chesters 
june 2007 by ratcreature

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