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Remember You're Not Safe - camwolfe - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve and Bucky find each other. Bucky is still reeling from the trauma he has endured, but life isn’t going to stop and wait while he recovers. The two of them face new threats that further complicate their already difficult lives. Bucky and Steve need each other more than ever, in this new century with its new dangers.
captainamerica  gen  steverogers  buckybarnes  impliedhet  clintbarton  natasharomanov  wip  actionadventure  drugs  post-movie  wintersoldier  hydra  tonystark  pain  suicidalthoughts  samwilson  recovery  camwolfe  selfharm 
august 2014 by ratcreature
And I Am Always with You - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
He tries to reach out to Steve, but he can’t feel his arm. It’s too cold. Everything is cold save for his blood and Steve’s smile.

Long after Bucky forgets his own name, he remembers "Steve."
captainamerica  wip  wintersoldier  angst  h/c  torture  hallucination  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  tonystark  samwilson  bodyimage  dehumanization  suicidalthoughts  starvation  selfharm  self-loathing  conditioning  amnesia  memories  pts 
may 2014 by ratcreature
The Healing Properties of Felt-Tip Pens - Echo - The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
Rapid healing has worked wonders on Steve Rogers' body, but occasionally it really screws with his head. In the aftermath of torture, Bruce Banner helps Steve to reconcile mind and body.
avengers  length-short  gen  steverogers  brucebanner  injury  h/c  torture  bodyimage  recovery  pov-steve  angst  selfharm 
december 2013 by ratcreature
Before Dawn - LolaFeist - Merlin (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
When Arthur stops his father's men from abusing a Druid captive, he sets into motion a chain of events that will bring him face to face with his destiny.
merlin  au  slash  merlin/arthur  arthurpendragon  druids  morgana  mordred  gaius  kilgharah  attempted-rape  selfharm  arthur-knows-of-merlins-magic  captive  h/c  cuddlingforwarmth  length-medium  lolafeist 
november 2011 by ratcreature
http://www.winkout.com/hp_darkfest/01.html
Narcissa never intended to marry, but circumstances change and needs must. (the darkest thing I could think of was abandoning the person you want to be for the person you feel you must be, so that’s what this is about.)
comic  winkout  bleak  narcissamalfoy  luciusmalfoy  bellatrixlestrange  andromedatonks  walpurgablack  siriusblack  maraudersera  potions  lovepotion  deatheaters  marriage  selfharm  het  lucius/narcissa  fanart  hp  dark  angst 
july 2011 by ratcreature
In for Repairs - shinychimera, Yeomanrand - Star Trek (2009) [Archive of Our Own]
Young Jim Kirk is unstable and self-destructive, Leonard McCoy is withdrawn and wary, and the obstacles to surviving their first term at Starfleet Academy are not easy to overcome. A dark and brutal tale of the tangled borders between healing and hurt
startrek  st:aos  academy  childabuse  abused-kirk  leonardmccoy  jamestkirk  alcoholism  suicide  abused-mccoy  selfharm  self-loathing  insecure-kirk  yeomanrand  shinychimera  bigbang  length-novel  christopherpike  bar  injury  injured-kirk  pain  knifeplay  non-con  kirk/mccoy  slash  roughsex 
november 2010 by ratcreature
affectingly: Fic: These Kids, They Lost Their Graces [Kirk/McCoy, NC-17]
There are moments in Jim's life that act as axis points.
[Kirk/McCoy; NC-17; 9,329 words]
Contains passing, very vague references to physical/mental child abuse in Jim's past, nothing detailed. Talk of George Kirk's death. Consensual m/m sex, implied m/f
startrek  angst  slash  academy  firsttime  kirk/mccoy  st:aos  childabuse  length-medium  pre-canon  leonardmccoy  jamestkirk  affectingly  barfight  kirk/ofc  impliedhet  friendship  gaila  memorialservice  winonakirk  drunk  selfharm  pov-3rd  pov-kirk  tense-present 
june 2009 by ratcreature
wink in ... wink out ... wink in ... wink out - HP Fanart: Dark Narcissa Comic (Fest Repost)
Narcissa never intended to marry, but circumstances change and needs must. (the darkest thing I could think of was abandoning the person you want to be for the person you feel you must be, so that’s what this is about.)
fanart  hp  comic  winkout  dark  bleak  narcissamalfoy  luciusmalfoy  bellatrixlestrange  andromedatonks  walpurgablack  siriusblack  maraudersera  potions  lovepotion  deatheaters  marriage  selfharm  het  lucius/narcissa 
january 2009 by ratcreature
There is a destiny that makes us brothers, a Supernatural fanfic - FanFiction.Net
Just change one thing AU – what if Jess hadn’t died after the boys’ weekend in Jericho? Story takes place some years later, when Sam is 26, Dean is 30. Just a moment in time.
supernatural  het  sam/jess  au  jess-survives  girlfan1979  selfharm  burns  childabuse  samwinchester  deanwinchester  angst  hendrickson  lawyer-sam  pregnancy  kidfic  futurefic  demon  yed  pastorjim  length-medium  series  series-destinyverse  pov-dean  pov-3rd  tense-past  pov-samwinchester  pov-multiple  trial 
july 2008 by ratcreature
Tainted by Madison
What if the reverse feeding process by the Wraith was *addictive*? Another episode tag for 'Common Ground'.
sga  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  slash  au  mckay/sheppard  episoderelated  ep-commonground  wraith  sleepdeprivation  dreams  madison  angst  offworld  ronondex  addiction  sparring  movienight  cutting  selfharm  pain  bondage  dom!rodney  sub!sheppard  D/s  firsttime  radekzelenka 
january 2008 by ratcreature

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