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hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party
I don't know if this is trashy enough for the meme, since it's more of a recovery fic? But by God I would love to read something like this:

Bucky falls, Steve crashes, etc. Except instead of being frozen for 70 years, Steve is found after only a few years, marries Peggy, continues living mostly happily even though Bucky's death still haunts him.

But then Bucky is found in a HYDRA facility. He's not fully Bucky, not fully the Winter Soldier (I'm imagining with the metal arm and combat skills, goes back and forth between remembering and not, was still trying to fight back against HYDRA but on the edge of breaking). Steve is fucking ecstatic. And as it happens, so is Peggy, because she was also a little bit taken with the Sergeant during the war.

They take Bucky home, because he can't live on his own and they won't send him to a SHIELD facility when he can't even remember his own name somedays. Sometimes Bucky can remember that he loves them both, sometimes he's terrified of both of them and screams whenever they come near, sometimes he shuts down and follows orders robotically. He can't handle any sort of sexual contact, and shuts down if anyone mentions it. When he has nightmares, he mutters "stop" and "please don't", and repeats his rank and number over and over.

Basically, I want Bucky recovery trash with caring Steve and Peggy.

+Sometimes when Bucky forgets where he is he'll offer Steve and Peggy sexual favors so they don't hurt him
++In one of his episodes, Bucky attacks Peggy, which leads to Steve inadvertently hurting Bucky to get him to stop. Bucky is guilty and wanting to leave afterwards.
+++All this shit puts strain on Peggy and Steve's marriage (but no divorcing please. I like happy endings!)

Jesus, sorry for the length. I hope this is trashy enough!!
wip  steve/peggy  steve/bucky/peggy  steverogers  buckybarnes  peggycarter  au  recovery  h/c  wintersoldier 
december 2016 by ratcreature
The Left Hand of Godlessness - tourdefierce - Check Please! (Webcomic) [Archive of Our Own]
If Jack’s learned anything from Shitty, it’s that Jack deserves nice things now. There is not a timetable on happiness. And Shitty is certain a future means “fucking fuck all” if Jack’s “a miserable, broken robot”. And regardless of any promises, Jack is certain no one could protect him from Eric Bittle because even the armor of Jack’s recovery had done nothing in the face of southern hospitality and unconditional, unapologetic love.

Between Shitty and Bitty, Jack is spoiled with the now.
checkplease  tourdefierce  slash  jackzimmermann  ericbittle  eric/jak  pov-jack  length-long  addiction  recovery  shittyknight  panicattack 
october 2016 by ratcreature
Deprogramming - Bohemienne - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Sam Wilson has to pull Bucky out of cryosleep. Captain's orders. But before he can be of use, he has to guide Bucky through some extensive therapy to undo Hydra's brainwashing. Each word chains to a series of memories. Are the memories real, or just a horrific byproduct of his conditioning?
captainamerica  buckybarnes  length-novel  post-movie  civilwar  recovery  samwilson  wanda  steverogers  slash  steve/bucky  flashbacks  self-loathing  internalizedhomophobia  homophobia  memories  impliedhet  bucky/natasha  natasharomanov  mindcontrol 
september 2016 by ratcreature
Strays - snarklyboojum - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After finding himself alone for the first time in decades, the Winter Soldier learns how to be a person again. Mostly through caring for an orphaned kitten, countless rounds of YouTube roulette, and stalking Captain America.

Or: Bucky Barnes, accidental millennial.
captamerica  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  recovery  slash  steverogers  tonystark  hydra  vision  length-long  cat  snarkyboojum  bigbang  surveillance  voyeurism 
september 2016 by ratcreature
Effects of Obliteration - geneticallydead - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“I watched a documentary on the bombs dropped on Nagasaki and Hiroshima a while ago. In the blast radius, sometimes a… a person blocked the bleaching effect of the radiation. So the person was vaporized, but a shadow was left behind, on a bridge or a wall – their shape, their outline, when they were completely gone," Steve said. "It’s called a nuclear shadow.”

“If you’re implying the Soldier is like a nuclear shadow, then that is seriously fucking dark, man,” Sam said dryly.

OR

Before the fall of the Soviet Union, the Winter Soldier was sent to the American arm of Hydra - only there was a malfunction in the cryo-unit that meant it couldn't be opened, and it was left, powered but abandoned, in an underground base.

25 years later, the Avengers find it.
captainamerica  avengers  steve/bucky  slash  au  pining  buckybarnes  steverogers  socialmedia  firsttime  natasharomanov  samwilson  tonystark  recovery  fluff  geneticallydead  length-long 
august 2016 by ratcreature
A Sea-Journey on the Highway - azephirin - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Set very shortly after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Few if any spoilers for Age of Ultron. There's a line taken from the Civil Wartrailer, but blink and you'll miss it.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-medium  slash  het  steve/bucky  bucky/ofc  originalcharacter  azephirin  memories  recovery  post-movie  steve/sam  open-ending  abused-ofc  abuse  shopping  dating 
august 2016 by ratcreature
after me comes the flood - kafkian - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
'Do you think they'll accept me?' Steve had asked doubtfully, staring down at the flier. VOLUNTEERS NEEDED! it bleated at him in sour Hulk green, which he thought demonstrated a serious lack of tact considering it was an advertisement calling for people to work with kids left with PTSD after the Avengers levelled half their home city. 'I mean. I'm the one who caused half the mess.'

'While defending the earth from aliens,' Natasha pointed out.

--

In which Steve joins a support group, realizes rebuilding New York isn’t just a one-man job, and tries to figure out what the hell is going on between him and Bucky.
captainamerica  length-novel  steve/bucky  slash  avengers  steverogers  buckybarnes  artist-steve  pts  therapy  recovery  cuddling  pining  kafkian  pov-steve 
july 2016 by ratcreature
Works No Longer in Progress: Bucky Recovery Fic - Alex51324 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
My long-hiatused Bucky Recovery Fic; now that it's been Jossed twice over (and Civil War has given me much new food for thought), it's pretty clear this is never going to be finished, but there are a lot of things I like about it, so I'm posting it.

Features a somewhat different take on Bucky's memory issues, Sam being an awesome therapist, and all of the Avengers having issues.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-multiple  pov-bucky  recovery  wintersoldier  memories  team  samwilson  steverogers  alex51324  brucebanner  tonystark  pts  therapy  gen 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Fault Lines - lucymonster - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Look kid," says the proprietor, "you seem nice. But I run a solid business here. I need people I can trust." Every elite security agency in the world wants a shot at him, and he can’t fucking beg his way into a menial job throwing drunks out of a strip club.

Or: after the collapse of SHIELD and Hydra, Bucky Barnes tries to build a new life for himself.

Notes:
captainamerica  het  buckybarnes  characterstudy  originalcharacter  post-movie  length-short  lucymonster  bucky/ofc  recovery  food  angst  bar 
april 2016 by ratcreature
should auld acquaintance be forgot - biggrstaffbunch - Captain America (Movies), Agent Carter (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve's not the only person who remembers Bucky Barnes.

In the time between CA:TWS and CA:CW, Peggy Carter does her part to bring an old friend home.
captainamerica  gen  impliedslash  peggycarter  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  post-movie  wintersoldier  memories  recovery  pov-peggy  length-short  biggrstaffbunch 
february 2016 by ratcreature
Sing Me the Alphabet - thesardine - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
There wasn’t anything left to salvage. That’s what Fury believed. It would have been a kindness to put him down.

When SHIELD finally releases Bucky from custody, he is not the man anyone expects him to be. The ruthlessness of the Winter Soldier is gone, replaced with a child-like wariness as he struggles to communicate his warped understanding of who he is and what was done to him. But with Hydra scrambling to regroup, SHIELD takes dangerous measures to secure Zola's algorithm to use against them, and Steve is dragged back into battle, forced to weigh what's best for Bucky against what's best for the fate of the free world.

Then Bucky is abducted.

Steve races to recover his friend before the man who was Bucky is gone forever. When the rescue stalls, he starts to crumble under the weight of everything he has lost and everything the war has taken from him.

Meanwhile, Bucky confronts a terrible piece of ex-SHIELD tech that was in development long beforeProject Insight, but in order to survive, he must decide who he is going to be: the vulnerable Bucky Barnes or the indomitable Winter Soldier? It turns out there might not be as big a difference as everyone seems to think.
captainamerica  avengers  angst  pov-multiple  buckybarnes  steverogers  wintersoldier  steve/bucky  slash  recovery  thesardine  hydra  shield  agentsofshield  memorymanipulation  natasharomanov  philcoulson  pepperpotts  actionadventure  jemma  fitz  abduction  escape  samwilson  length-novel 
november 2015 by ratcreature
we never go out of style - glitteratiglue - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“Let’s go to the Grand Canyon.” Bucky’s eyes are wide and eager, and he’s got that expression on his face — the one he had when they were kids and he was about to talk Steve into something.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pov-steve  grandcanyon  roadtrip  fluff  recovery  post-movie  glitteratiglue  length-short  firsttime 
october 2015 by ratcreature
Resonance - Domenika Marzione (domarzione) - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Tony's reasons for helping Bucky Barnes can be entirely attributable to general do-gooderism and a love of science. (Because he really, really hates it when people rub his personal growth in his face.)
avengers  gen  tonystark  buckybarnes  pov-tony  length-short  recovery  team  domenikamarzione 
october 2015 by ratcreature
Rock of Ages - DevilPiglet - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve’s reunion fantasies are endless and varied: Sometimes he and Bucky fight, back to back, against a nest of Hydra goons. Sometimes Bucky says Shame about the Dodgers, eh? and cuffs Steve on the back of the head. Most of them end with Steve sobbing noisily into Bucky’s Kevlar.
captainamerica  devilpiglet  steverogers  steve/bucky  slash  wintersoldier  h/c  recovery  reunion  length-medium  post-movie  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  pov-steve 
september 2015 by ratcreature
To Stop My Mind From Wandering - Lynchy8 - Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Leaving the man – the mission – the mission who was a man who was also important, so important, more important than this mission… which was terrifying because nothing had ever been more important than a mission before… leaving That Man on the banks of the river, had been almost impossible."

After the fall of Hydra, Steve goes in search of Bucky in the hope of bringing him home. Meanwhile someone has broken into Steve's D.C. apartment, but what kind of burglar or assassin buys paint and drywall mud?
captainamerica  slash  steve/bucky  domestic  renovations  lynchy8  recovery  buckybarnes  steverogers  pov-bucky  pov-steve  outsider_pov  length-medium  reunion  pts  bucky-adjusts-to-modern-live  adjusting-to-present 
september 2015 by ratcreature
Peace behind your eyes - rohkeutta - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Somewhere in the future, when he has become dust after being a dock worker, a comic book character and a ghost story, they might find him in the footnotes of the history of human suffering and realize that after the boogeyman came yet another, and then -- then, nobody can say that James Barnes occupying the final slot wasn’t a goddamn survivor.

There are slots in history for a lot of assholes, and it has already accommodated him thrice, so maybe the last chance will fit in, too.
captainamerica  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-short  recovery  rohkeutta  introspection 
september 2015 by ratcreature
Hard to Say - betty days (sadrobots) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“What worked for me was a nice, solid punch in the face. I’m not sure that’ll do much for you, though. Looks like you’ve been through enough already,” Hawkeye said.

***

The Winter Soldier is overdue for a reboot. His friends disagree.
captainamerica  avengers  steve/bucky  angst  slash  fluff  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-2nd  pov-bucky  clintbarton  laurabarton  farm  domestic  recovery  wintersoldier  brucebanner  aphasia  tonystark  marriage  length-medium  bettydays  natasharomanov  team  cooking  children 
july 2015 by ratcreature
Dream of Caramel: or, A Recipe for Disaster - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
But none of that explains why right now Clint’s pants are literally on fire and Barnes is pitching an entire five-pound bag of pastry flour straight at Clint’s crotch with his metal arm.
captainamerica  slash  avengers  clintbarton  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  team  cooking  humor  recovery  length-medium  pov-clint  gwyneth  domestic  clueless  clueless-steve  clueless-bucky 
july 2015 by ratcreature
Debridement - KathrynShadow - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He fires between breaths. He misses, and one of Rogers's assailants goes down in a flush of red. Fights back the confusion (he doesn't miss, he doesn't miss harder shots than that), readjusts, doesn't breathe at all this time, watches—
He misses again. He misses ten times, until the Captain is alone, surrounded by the corpses of his attackers.
captainamerica  gen  angst  pov-bucky  wintersoldier  length-short  recovery  buckybarnes  steverogers  samwilson  post-movie  kathrynshadow 
july 2015 by ratcreature
A Little Honey & A Little Sun - kvikindi - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
me: "I kind of want to write a fic where Bucky doesn't decide to become a superhero."

me: "Like a fic where he becomes a pacifist beekeeper in upstate New York."

aka: The Emotionally Repressed Bee Farm Love Story
captainamerica  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  steverogers  angst  fluff  beekeeping  farming  dog  recovery  pts  kvikindi  length-medium  pov-steve 
june 2015 by ratcreature
Sparked Up Like a Book of Matches - Sena - Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve lives in Stark Tower and doesn't have much to do when he's not going after Hydra strongholds. He attends charity events to make Pepper happy. He goes hiking with Sam. He hangs out with Clint in Bed-Stuy and watches Dog Cops. Sometimes Tony gives him super alcohol in a sippy cup. Sometimes he sees Bucky out of the corner of his eye and wonders if it's real or if he's starting to lose his mind.

Alternately, the one with terrible jokes, a foot chase through the Lower East Side, and a tiny little robot named Shitcan.
captainamerica  avengers  steve/bucky  length-long  pov-3rd  pov-steve  steverogers  buckybarnes  sena  tonystark  natasharomanov  samwilson  clintbarton  adjusting-to-present  pining  pts  drunk  drugs  recovery  wintersoldier 
june 2015 by ratcreature
between scylla and charybdis - refusals - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Sam Wilson has been witness to a lot of things he wishes he could unsee. Civilian families shot dead in their cars because of miscommunications at checkpoints. Riley’s body spiralling to the ground in a smoke-plumed plummet. His own face in his bathroom mirror after waking up hung-over as hell at two in the afternoon, the day after the anniversary of Riley’s death, year after year after year.

And now, in an abandoned bunker on the outskirts of Boston, a seemingly unremarkable manila folder at the bottom of a filing cabinet.
captainamerica  slash  buckybarnes  steverogers  samwilson  pov-samwilson  length-long  refusals  raperecovery  steve/bucky  hydra  h/c  angst  recovery 
april 2015 by ratcreature
Things We Lost in the War - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tell me what is really true. Tell me if I belong to you the way I think I do, if these are not just lies someone put inside me to warp my mind. Tell me this pounding in my chest is what I feel for you and not fear.
captainamerica  slash  gwyneth  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-steve  samwilson  natasharomanov  letterfic  length-long  recovery  h/c  injured-steve  injury  rebeccabarnes  pts  hydra 
april 2015 by ratcreature
Thawed Out - auburnnothenna (auburn), eretria - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He's not the Asset. He's not the Winter Soldier. But neither is he Bucky Barnes. With the help of Steve, Sam and the Avengers, James takes the long, slow road to recovery. Nothing is as easy as either of them thought it would be.
captainamerica  avengers  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  samwilson  tonystark  brucebanner  pepperpotts  recovery  auburn  eretria  h/c  injury  injured-bucky  post-movie  hydra  length-novel  eatingdisorder  steve/bucky  firsttime  meetingfamily 
december 2014 by ratcreature
Color by Numbers - vitoliel - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Soldier came up with the plan in his spare time, though he never actually believed he’d put it into practice. Hydra’s reach seemed too complete – too powerful – to actually consider running. But he thought about it. And then the man stopped fighting. And he said he knew him. And the Soldier felt…felt… He knew what he felt was important. So, he ran.
captainamerica  vitoliel  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  post-movie  recovery  wilderness  escape  reunion  steverogers  samwilson  hydra  torture  gen  memories 
december 2014 by ratcreature
Ghost Stories - hitlikehammers - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve doesn’t like bullies, on principle. It's less about justice, or decency, or righteous indignation; more about the look in the eyes of the people getting stepped on, the people getting trampled, the people getting lost.

So it cuts all the deeper, when Steve recognizes strength, precision, endurance, capacity: sees the pieces of himself not born but made, reflected in this body, this person, this weapon: the Winter Soldier.

It slices through Steve’s soul when he returns the Soldier's gaze, and reads the only thing that lives in the deadness that pervades behind those irises in the night.

It’s not You can’t beat me.

It’s more You can’t stop them.
captainamerica  au  during-movie  wintersoldier  steverogers  buckybarnes  length-medium  pov-bucky  pov-steve  recovery  hitlikehammers  angst  masks  identity 
november 2014 by ratcreature
to memory now I can't recall - Etharei - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future.

Next thing he knows, Bucky Barnes is opening his eyes in the 21st century, which is full of great gadgets and coffee, and at least includes his old pal Steve. (And, inexplicably, a different Stark.) Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier finds himself in the middle of World War Two, helping Captain America hunt down HYDRA (which is at least familiar), pretending to be Bucky Barnes (which is not), and figuring out the very noisy group of soldiers who call themselves the Howling Commandos.
captainamerica  avengers  howlingcommandoes  team  timetravel  magical-artifact  etharei  length-long  bigbang  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  switching-places  hydra  memories  actionadventure  wwii  plotty  recovery  identity  wintersoldier  natasharomanov  steve/bucky  peggycarter  slash  firsttime  angst  tonystark  thor  clintbarton  samwilson 
november 2014 by ratcreature
You got that medicine I need - SkyisGray - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky was trying to enter his room.

Bucky is a wildcard right now.

Bucky could have been seeking Steve’s help, but there is as much of a chance, Steve admits, that he was trying to kill or capture him.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  post-movie  wintersoldier  recovery  skyisgray  amnesia  pov-steve  pov-bucky  samwilson  h/c  protective-bucky  homophobia  pining  pining!steve  self-loathing  length-medium 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Street Level Magic - lustmordred - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
For the first time to his knowledge, the soldier had his freedom and he had a name. He didn’t know what to do with either of them.
captainamerica  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  post-movie  natasharomanov  peggycarter  length-long  tonystark  recovery  pov-bucky  pov-steve  lustmordred 
november 2014 by ratcreature
This Must Be the Place - hollycomb - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
When Bucky reemerges, he is adamant that James Buchanan Barnes is dead and that the shell of the Winter Soldier will soon expire according to Hydra's design. Steve is not willing to accept this, or the fact that Bucky seems to want it to be true.
captainamerica  length-long  slash  steve/bucky  pov-steve  samwilson  recovery  steverogers  buckybarnes  hollycomb  natasharomanov  brucebanner  pts  h/c  dubcon  mentalillness 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Cutting Both Ways (Blunt and Sharp) - Jaune_Chat - The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Jane asks Bucky to help her in the kitchen, and gives him what could be a lethal object. And is unconcerned about alone with an armed ex-assassin. The realization hits Bucky like a knife to the chest.
avengers  gen  buckybarnes  janefoster  cooking  pov-bucky  domestic  impliedhet  jaune_chat  recovery  length-short  everydaylife  angst 
november 2014 by ratcreature
All Along the Watchtower - hetrez - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier tries to incept himself into being Bucky Barnes. As a general plan, it goes very badly. As a way to reunite him with Steve Rogers and work out some of their interpersonal conflict, it goes pretty okay.
captainamerica  inception  crossover  length-long  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  dreams  recovery  memories  dog  angst  homophobia  hetrez  mariahill  natasharomanov 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Read All About It - Mangacat - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
You don’t have the words to say it anymore. History has made you better at actions.
(Or the one where Bucky devises his own PR plan to go and join the Avengers, because Steve can’t be trusted not to hurt himself)
captainamerica  avengers  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  pov-2nd  pov-bucky  natasharomanov  clintbarton  samwilson  tonystark  recovery  publicity  length-long  mangacat  wintersoldier  protective-bucky 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Somebody Get That Kid A Sandwich - toffeecape - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
There would come a day when Sam Wilson could no longer put off a complete debriefing session with his Momma. On that day, Sam hoped to escape the conversation alive by glossing over 'following a juiced-up supersoldier on a brainwashed assassin's revenge tour' in favor of 'convincing a traumatized war hero to come in from the cold with the power of Wilson family recipes.'
captainamerica  length-short  samwilson  pov-samwilson  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  revenge  recovery  food  tonystark  natasharomanov  toffeecape 
october 2014 by ratcreature
Unquiet - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
A few hours before dawn Steve woke up already in the process of running to Bucky's room, shield in hand. He hesitated at the closed door, and only then registered that the sound that woke him had been a strangely prolonged shattering of glass.
captainamerica  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  recovery  team  ghost  poltergeist  clintbarton  h/c  lucky  length-medium  dirasudis 
october 2014 by ratcreature
the broadest stroke of color - gossamernotes - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Sarah Rogers always loved Steve's hands.

"Your hands will do a lifetime's work," she'd say. "It's nothing to be ashamed of. Remember to do the work you can for those you love."

Almost a century later, Steve does just that.

[The story wherein Steve draws comics for Bucky to help him recover his memory. Through a series of events, the issues are leaked, and Steve finds himself reviving the Captain America comics. He still isn't sure how that happened.]
captainamerica  steverogers  buckybarnes  slash  steve/bucky  artist-steve  memories  recovery  gossamernotes  length-medium  flashbacks  preserum-steve 
october 2014 by ratcreature
Hard Wired - arsenicarcher (Arsenic) - The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After a few months of being on his own, his body deteriorating, Bucky knows he's got to go somewhere. He can only think of one place to go. Your basic post CA2 fix-it fic.
avengers  captainamerica  wintersoldier  slash  recovery  steve/bucky  raped-bucky  raperecovery  bodymodification  bodypaint  bodyimage  arsenic  length-long  buckybarnes  steverogers  tonystark  samwilson  therapy  originalcharacter  dog  pts  h/c  dreams  panicattack  bigbang 
october 2014 by ratcreature
I'll Keep You Safe Here With Me. - sara_holmes - The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Yes, Clint is avoiding the other Avengers. No, he does not want to go back to New York. But then again, he didn't exactly want to be kidnapped by the Winter Soldier either. Really, he just wants to go back to bed.
captainamerica  avengers  sara_holmes  slash  wip  buckybarnes  clintbarton  pov-clintbarton  recovery  pts  bucky/clint  steverogers  natasharomanov  post-movie  wintersoldier  kidnapping  hydra  roadtrip  panicattack 
october 2014 by ratcreature
Yes, Captain - marlowe_tops - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Starts pre-Serum, in which Bucky takes seriously terrible care of himself because he’s trying to stifle the feelings he keeps having for Steve. Steve gets so pissed that he flat out orders Bucky into eating and sleeping and they both quickly realize Bucky loves being ordered around, but their new-forged domestic bliss is quickly damaged by the encroaching war.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  marlowe_tops  preserum-steve  pre-war  wwii  postwar  post-movie  wintersoldier  d/s  dom!steve  sub!bucky  bondage  recovery 
september 2014 by ratcreature
a box full of darkness - Anonymous - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Prompt: I'd love a fic where Bucky was used sexually as stress relief for all of Hydra's soldiers. Naturally, this fucked him up pretty bad. When Steve brings him in, he expects to serve the same function with the Avengers and their allies. He doesn't try to seduce them, he's just constantly expecting to be told to get on his knees. He doesn't understand what the payment for the food and bed etc will be, and he's confused his new owners are so different.

Important: none of the good guys would even consider using him with any consent issues.
captainamerica  avengers  gen  buckybarnes  non-con  h/c  recovery  steverogers  tonystark  thor  clintbarton  team  sparring  movienight  natasharomanov  length-short 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Baby You Should Stick Around - Febricant, neenya - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
If somebody had told Steve he and Bucky would end up raising Bucky's clone as their son, he'd probably have- wait, no, he wouldn't have done anything, because nobody would ever have said that.

And yet. Here they are.
captainamerica  avengers  steverogers  buckybarnes  natasharomanov  febricant  kidfic  clones  domestic  angst  flyff  wip  fanart  neenya  clintbarton  nickfury  cat  slash  steve/bucky  tonystark  samwilson  recovery 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Not Doing This Alone - Anonymous - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Hawkeye (Comics) [Archive of Our Own]
Unless you don’t got nowhere else to go, you don’t come down Blake Street way. It’s cold and there’s no shelter, ‘cept for what condemned lots provide. Got worse after the aliens though. One of them sled thingies crashed straight through the front of 37. Don’t matter all that much, ‘cos no one ‘cept homeless have lived there for years, but weird rotting alien bodies and that sled thing brought Feds and Blake Street ain’t the place anyone wants Feds. Full of people just making do, ‘cept Feds think that’s illegal. Fuckin’ Feds.
captainamerica  avengers  homeless  gen  outsider_pov  originalcharacter  pov-oc  length-medium  buckybarnes  steverogers  clintbarton  natasharomanov  recovery 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Learning To Say Hello - heartsdesire456 - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Clint had woken up one morning about three weeks ago (Well, Clint guessed about three. Definitely more than one. Maybe.) and stumbled down to the living room only to realize there was a guy on his couch. The guy just happened to be the Winter Soldier, who Clint knew was actually Steve’s old best friend, Bucky Barnes.

Barnes had been having a staring contest with Lucky (one eye shut, to make it fair, Clint had noticed) and Clint had decided to just leave him to it and make decisions after he’d had some coffee.

(In which Hawkeye befriends the Winter Soldier and discovers the Epic Love Story of Steve and Bucky nobody knows about)
captainamerica  avengers  clintbarton  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  slash  pov-clint  steve/bucky  recovery  domestic  fluff  friendship  length-medium 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Collected Bones of All Kinds - hansbekhart - Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
There was a reason that he ran, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He was on his way to the extraction - waiting for night to fall so that he could travel inconspicuously - crouched in a hollow on the roof of an old brick building - a warehouse, maybe - and the fading light - the light caught - on a blond head down below on the street. Laughter, and a cadence to the man’s speech that sounded familiar, misplaced R’s and blurry Th’s, quarter, water, this, that, the other one.
captainamerica  hansbekhart  buckybarnes  samwilson  steverogers  tonystark  slash  steve/bucky  hydra  recovery  braindamage  length-long  pov-bucky  pov-samwilson  politics  series  torture  memories 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Monday Night. 8:00. - hufflepirate - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Irene Moore is an overworked waitress who doesn't have the patience for weird guys with metal arms. Bucky Barnes doesn't know where to go or what to do or how to handle the world without orders. He does know he wants Amy Purdy to win Dancing With the Stars. And he knows Applebee's has TVs and that Dancing With the Stars airs Monday nights at 8:00. And that's enough to start making a routine.
captainamerica  outsider_pov  pov-oc  originalcharacter  buckybarnes  dancingwiththestars  dancing  food  length-short  recovery  wintersoldier  hufflepirate 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Primary Target - Kryptaria - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After the events of the S.H.I.E.L.D. Civil War, Steve had always planned to go search out the Winter Soldier. He'd never expected to find him right there at the Smithsonian.
captainamerica  avengers  buckybarnes  steverogers  wintersoldier  post-movie  pov-steve  slash  kryptaria  length-long  steve/bucky  tonystark  natasharomanov  recovery 
september 2014 by ratcreature
you'll find your way home - lucymonster - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
There are a lot of things that don’t make sense to Bucky these days. Things like sex, and friendship, and basic notions of personhood. Sometimes it pays to enlist a little extra help.
captainamerica  length-medium  slash  het  lucymonster  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  recovery  hydra  steverogers  natasharomanov  samwilson  steve/natasha/sam  polyamory  wintersoldier  dehumanization  pining  pining-bucky  steve/bucky  steve/bucky/sam/nstasha 
august 2014 by ratcreature
Remember You're Not Safe - camwolfe - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve and Bucky find each other. Bucky is still reeling from the trauma he has endured, but life isn’t going to stop and wait while he recovers. The two of them face new threats that further complicate their already difficult lives. Bucky and Steve need each other more than ever, in this new century with its new dangers.
captainamerica  gen  steverogers  buckybarnes  impliedhet  clintbarton  natasharomanov  wip  actionadventure  drugs  post-movie  wintersoldier  hydra  tonystark  pain  suicidalthoughts  samwilson  recovery  camwolfe  selfharm 
august 2014 by ratcreature
There's My Territory - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Summary:

"That's the beauty of this stuff," the salesman said, tilting his head toward the display Bucky had been looking at. "Nobody knows what you're keeping under your clothes. That's between you and yourself."
captainamerica  slash  kink  steverogers  samwilson  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-long  steve/bucky  steve/sam  steve/bucky/sam  voyeurism  recovery  post-movie  lingerie  dirasudis  baking 
august 2014 by ratcreature
How can a loser ever win - sirona - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Soldier should not be standing here, in the middle of a crowded room with obstructed exits, risking discovery with every second he remains rooted to the spot -- but.

But. He'd had to know.
captainamerica  avengers  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  sirona  pov-bucky  steverogers  recovery  steve/bucky  slash  tonystark  length-medium 
august 2014 by ratcreature
leave the sinking ship behind - TardisIsTheOnlyWayToTravel - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He wakes when the cryostasis system fails, defrosting slowly in an underground bunker running on emergency power. There is still frost on his eyelashes when he wakes, shivering and disoriented, and his skin is icy cold.

[Spoilers for Captain America: Winter Soldier]
captainamerica  gen  tardisistheonlywaytotravel  avengers  buckybarnes  bucky-is-rescued-earlier  au  aliens  steverogers  natasharomanov  recovery  wintersoldier  fluff  length-short 
august 2014 by ratcreature
with the dawn a new day is born - djemso - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
You stand immobile in front of the memorial of James Buchanan Barnes and gape. It was confirmation that the images that plagued you were real and you were not always what you are now.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  pov-2nd  series  wintersoldier  recovery  djemso  slash  steve/bucky 
august 2014 by ratcreature
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