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These Long and Better Days To Come - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He had forgotten what curiosity could feel like. Whoever the impostor was, he’d need help, and this team might not be equipped to find him. Bucky had been a soldier, once. Competent and skilled. The best, they’d said. Something inside him rose up from dormancy, came alive at the thought. He was a soldier once and he knew how to do this: where to go, how to get in. Skills that were his unique gift.
captainamerica  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  hydra  flashbacks  wintersoldier  preserum-steve  length-long  gwyneth  pov-bucky  memories 
november 2016 by ratcreature
Strays - snarklyboojum - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After finding himself alone for the first time in decades, the Winter Soldier learns how to be a person again. Mostly through caring for an orphaned kitten, countless rounds of YouTube roulette, and stalking Captain America.

Or: Bucky Barnes, accidental millennial.
captamerica  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  recovery  slash  steverogers  tonystark  hydra  vision  length-long  cat  snarkyboojum  bigbang  surveillance  voyeurism 
september 2016 by ratcreature
A Sea-Journey on the Highway - azephirin - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Set very shortly after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Few if any spoilers for Age of Ultron. There's a line taken from the Civil Wartrailer, but blink and you'll miss it.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-medium  slash  het  steve/bucky  bucky/ofc  originalcharacter  azephirin  memories  recovery  post-movie  steve/sam  open-ending  abused-ofc  abuse  shopping  dating 
august 2016 by ratcreature
they gave you a heart, they gave you a name - notcaycepollard - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“Hey,” you say. Wipe your palms on your scrubs, and yeah, you're a little nervous, because this guy is gorgeous even if he does already maybe have an equally beautiful boyfriend. “It's Sam, right?”

“Yeah,” he agrees, “yeah, that- how come?”

“Well, even if it's too soon to adopt,” you say, carefully casual, “you know you can come by any time to visit these guys, right? They always need walking, too, we foster for the local shelter.”

“I'll keep that in mind,” Sam smiles, hesitates a little before he holds out a hand. “Nice to meet you, man.”

“James,” you say, returning the handshake and the smile. “It's James.”
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  notcaycepollard  samwilson  bucky/sam  slash  steverogers  coulson  memorymanipulation  length-medium  false-memories  skye 
august 2016 by ratcreature
Game of the Century - readergirl1013 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky Barnes was finally getting a chance to play stickball with the bigger boys on his block, after months of acting the schnorrer and begging his cousin David. It was going great- he'd finally hit the ball and knocked it out right of the park, a home run for sure! At least until the ball hit a little boy, Steve Rogers, watching them play right in the kisser as it came down.

 
captainamerica  steverogers  buckybarnes  preserum-steve  pre-war  pre-canon  firstmeeting  jewish-bucky  pov-bucky  length-short  readergirl1013 
june 2016 by ratcreature
cold winter sink your teeth in me, june sun beat me blind - KiaraSayre - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier, HYDRA's asset, discovers that he's a lot better at ending lives than he is at saving them.

It doesn't help that the day keeps repeating.
captainamerica  pov-bucky  timeloop  timetravel  buckybarnes  steverogers  slash  steve/bucky  samwilson  kiarasayre  angst  length-medium  hydra 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Things to Remember - monicawoe - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's apartment in Bucharest, what he remembers while he's there, and what he wishes he could forget.
captainamerica  civilwar  during-movie  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  angst  gen  monicawoe  memories  domestic  length-short 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Works No Longer in Progress: Bucky Recovery Fic - Alex51324 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
My long-hiatused Bucky Recovery Fic; now that it's been Jossed twice over (and Civil War has given me much new food for thought), it's pretty clear this is never going to be finished, but there are a lot of things I like about it, so I'm posting it.

Features a somewhat different take on Bucky's memory issues, Sam being an awesome therapist, and all of the Avengers having issues.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-multiple  pov-bucky  recovery  wintersoldier  memories  team  samwilson  steverogers  alex51324  brucebanner  tonystark  pts  therapy  gen 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Simple - Osidiano - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Written for the capkink meme; "To the Winter Soldier, there are basically three kinds of people in the world: superiors, mission support, and targets. He doesn't have the context to understand things like friendship. So what he sees in the Smithsonian exhibit and what little he remembers or feels about his past, he interprets in that light. He thinks that Steve must have been his handler during World War II. That the reason he couldn't kill Steve and the reason he was smiling in the museum photos was because Steve was a good superior who treated him well (or at least didn't hurt him like Pierce and Rumlow, which to him might be the best he can imagine).

Thinking he understands the situation, he decides to report to Steve. Cue misunderstandings, confusion and heartache for both of them."
captainamerica  wip  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  pov-bucky  hydra  post-movie  steverogers  samwilson  tonystark  pepperpotts  memories  flashbacks  angst  h/c  osidiano 
april 2016 by ratcreature
winteriron
Imagine an AU where AI tech turned against people, leading to the Robot Wars. They converted human soldiers into cyborgs to fight against the humans, and when the humans won the war in the end, the cyborgs were captured and either killed as traitors or sold to help wealthy humans. Tony buys a cyborg (Bucky) in order to figure out how they work, only to be surprised by how very human this one actually is.
avengers  buckybarnes  tonystark  au  length-short  jarvis  steverogers  cyborgs  ai  pov-bucky  pov-tony 
december 2015 by ratcreature
The Needle and the Killing Done - spitandvinegar - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
The asset wears blue jeans, a t-shirt, a denim jacket. The asset wears one glove. The asset walks around the city. It feels as if it remembers something. It doesn't know what it remembers. Perhaps it remembers everything.

After two days the insects crawling over the asset's body become intolerable. The asset uses its metal arm to attempt to remove the insects from the meat arm. The results are not satisfactory.

“What the fuck are you doing, man?” says a pile of refuse.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  length-short  spitanvinegar  pov-bucky  drugs  1970s  buckybarnes  escape  non-con  originalcharacter  homeless 
december 2015 by ratcreature
time to kill - dirtybinary - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve doesn't go down with the plane. Consequently, the Winter Soldier spends seventy years thwarting, and being thwarted by, a blond stranger who shows up at all his missions and keeps buying him food.

Or: the one with the arch-nemeses and their murder burgers.
captainamerica  bucky/steve  au  dirtybinary  length-short  pov-bucky  steve-doesnt-freeze  depressing  suicidalthoughts  buckybarnes  steverogers  wintersoldier 
october 2015 by ratcreature
Rock of Ages - DevilPiglet - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve’s reunion fantasies are endless and varied: Sometimes he and Bucky fight, back to back, against a nest of Hydra goons. Sometimes Bucky says Shame about the Dodgers, eh? and cuffs Steve on the back of the head. Most of them end with Steve sobbing noisily into Bucky’s Kevlar.
captainamerica  devilpiglet  steverogers  steve/bucky  slash  wintersoldier  h/c  recovery  reunion  length-medium  post-movie  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  pov-steve 
september 2015 by ratcreature
Running Through My Veins (An American Masquerade) - CheeseWrites - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
For all Steve’s bravado, his disregard and his blind determination, Bucky knows that neither of them thought they’d end up here – Bucky, with a body full of poison and secrets, a head full of landmines; Steve, with the weight of a nation on his newly-formed shoulders; both of them, with eyes for each other first.

At least that part isn’t new.

[Or, Bucky Barnes, from the rescue to the Commandos.]
captainamerica  buckybarnes  steverogers  wwii  during-movie  length-medium  h/c  gen  friendship  howlingcommandoes  injured-bucky  experiments  zola  hydra  puking  characterstudy  pov-bucky  cheesewrites  angst 
september 2015 by ratcreature
though you're many years away (can't you hear my call) - eyres - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
When Bucky wakes up 68 years after crashing a plane into the Atlantic, his first question is about Steve Rogers.

He finds him in a nursing home outside New York City. But the story doesn’t end there.

In which, Erskine never made it out of Europe, Steve never got the serum, and Bucky is the one who wakes up in the future.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  au  preserum-steve  bucky-was-rescued-earlier  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier  grieving  mpdjk  eyres  steve-isnt-cap  tonystark  length-medium 
september 2015 by ratcreature
To Stop My Mind From Wandering - Lynchy8 - Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Leaving the man – the mission – the mission who was a man who was also important, so important, more important than this mission… which was terrifying because nothing had ever been more important than a mission before… leaving That Man on the banks of the river, had been almost impossible."

After the fall of Hydra, Steve goes in search of Bucky in the hope of bringing him home. Meanwhile someone has broken into Steve's D.C. apartment, but what kind of burglar or assassin buys paint and drywall mud?
captainamerica  slash  steve/bucky  domestic  renovations  lynchy8  recovery  buckybarnes  steverogers  pov-bucky  pov-steve  outsider_pov  length-medium  reunion  pts  bucky-adjusts-to-modern-live  adjusting-to-present 
september 2015 by ratcreature
Peace behind your eyes - rohkeutta - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Somewhere in the future, when he has become dust after being a dock worker, a comic book character and a ghost story, they might find him in the footnotes of the history of human suffering and realize that after the boogeyman came yet another, and then -- then, nobody can say that James Barnes occupying the final slot wasn’t a goddamn survivor.

There are slots in history for a lot of assholes, and it has already accommodated him thrice, so maybe the last chance will fit in, too.
captainamerica  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-short  recovery  rohkeutta  introspection 
september 2015 by ratcreature
Hard to Say - betty days (sadrobots) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“What worked for me was a nice, solid punch in the face. I’m not sure that’ll do much for you, though. Looks like you’ve been through enough already,” Hawkeye said.

***

The Winter Soldier is overdue for a reboot. His friends disagree.
captainamerica  avengers  steve/bucky  angst  slash  fluff  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-2nd  pov-bucky  clintbarton  laurabarton  farm  domestic  recovery  wintersoldier  brucebanner  aphasia  tonystark  marriage  length-medium  bettydays  natasharomanov  team  cooking  children 
july 2015 by ratcreature
the light of our armistice day - dirtybinary - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky isn’t all that suave nowadays, which explains why the first thing he says to his new—and incredibly hot and lethal-looking—teammate is, “Oh.”

Followed by, “Um."

And then, “I didn’t realise we were going to a masquerade. I would’ve brought my domino mask.”

Bucky isn't quite sure who the Winter Soldier is, or how they wound up working a mission together, or how to get him to talk, but he has to admit the guy is ridiculously attractive.

This fic features clones of uncertain provenance, a slightly ditzy BuckyCap, ill-advised flirtation attempts, and an infestation of Jameses. Tongue very much in cheek.
captainamerica  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  dirtybinary  steverogers  au  wintersoldier  clones  clone-bucky  length-medium  steve/bucky/clone-bucky  samwilson  during-movie  bucky-as-cap  pov-bucky  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier 
july 2015 by ratcreature
Debridement - KathrynShadow - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He fires between breaths. He misses, and one of Rogers's assailants goes down in a flush of red. Fights back the confusion (he doesn't miss, he doesn't miss harder shots than that), readjusts, doesn't breathe at all this time, watches—
He misses again. He misses ten times, until the Captain is alone, surrounded by the corpses of his attackers.
captainamerica  gen  angst  pov-bucky  wintersoldier  length-short  recovery  buckybarnes  steverogers  samwilson  post-movie  kathrynshadow 
july 2015 by ratcreature
Breaking the Ice - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
It always hurt like this when he came out of the ice. Freezing to death was peaceful at the end, but waking up was fire and pain and this horrible helpless shaking every time. This was the first time he'd had someone to hold on to, though.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  steverogers  steve/bucky  length-short  dirasudis  pov-bucky  virgin-steve  antarctica  cuddlingforwarmth 
june 2015 by ratcreature
In the Stardust of a Song - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The shudder courses through you again, there’s a vicious throb like that first touch of the ice on your skin. You don’t know this song. You don’t know any music at all.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  gwyneth  length-medium  characterstudy  pov-bucky  pov-2nd  memories  music  during-movie  buckybarnes  hydra  alexanderpierce 
june 2015 by ratcreature
Only With the Heart - Taste_is_Sweet - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky Barnes grows up with two best friends he loves more than anything. One is Steve Rogers, who Bucky can't have and shouldn't want. The other is a little pony who no one else can hear, touch or see. Not even Steve, no matter how much Bucky wants him to.

Bucky learns quickly that the only thing you can really expect is disappointment, and he gets used to ignoring what he wants. But he has his best friends, and that's good enough.

He knows he's lucky.

But in our world there's no such thing as magic, and friendship can't stop a war.
captainamerica  mylittlepony  crossover  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  applejack  taste_is_sweet  length-long  pre-war  preserum-steve  post-movie  wintersoldier  pov-steve  pov-bucky 
april 2015 by ratcreature
A Sad Sort of Clanging - LavenderProse - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He wants to explain to Steve that he hopes that someday he'll find the right gal and he won't feel constantly sick to his stomach about what he is and what he wants. That he hopes someday he'll be normal. 
(He doesn't know how to say any of this without telling Steve that he is in love with him, so stupid in love that he can't think sometimes.)

Or: Bucky is lovesick and Steve might be the cure he's looking for.
captainamerica  length-medium  pining  firsttime  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  preserum-steve  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  homophobia  self-loathing  lavenderprose 
march 2015 by ratcreature
Get In Line - appalachian_fireflies - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The omega sitting bound to a chair is a skinny piece of nothing, his boxers already soaked with slick. Bucky’s surprised, for a moment; then the kid looks up, ridiculous fringe flopping over his forehead. He sucks in a breath, stunned.

The kid is full-on glaring at him, as if daring him to come over.
captainamerica  alpha-omega  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  alpha-bucky  omega-steve  length-short  pwp  preserum-steve  appalachian_fireflies  pov-bucky  heat 
february 2015 by ratcreature
the weapons of war perished - millerette - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The soldier remembers--

 

I gotta tell you, Stevie, the love I got for you ain’t nothing like how I love my family. And if it’s a sin how much I love you, it sure as hell ain’t my worst one.
captainamerica  length-short  characterstudy  memories  religion  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  samwilson  natasharomanov  catholicism  millerette  guilt  self-loathing 
january 2015 by ratcreature
Tempest in a Teapot - AvocadoLove - The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Or, how Bucky watches his best friend die in his place, wakes seventy years in the future, takes up Captain America's shield, joins a group of super heroes, and finally begins the process of forgiving himself.
avengers  captainamerica  au  team  buckybarnes  length-long  pov-bucky  tonystark  tony/bucky  slash  avocadolove  adjusting-to-present  wintersoldier  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier  steve-as-wintersoldier  natasharomanov  clintbarton  brucebanner  samwilson  pepperpotts  tony/pepper  breakup  bucky-was-cap 
january 2015 by ratcreature
From Winter's Cold - 27dragons - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Fucking Asgardians.

 

Thanks to one of Thor's crazy stalkers, Tony finds himself stranded in the past. If he significantly changes the course of history, he might never get home again. The choice, when it appears, turns out to be not nearly as difficult as he might have expected.
avengers  captainamerica  wintersoldier  timetravel  27dragons  slash  tonystark  buckybarnes  pov-tony  pov-bucky  steverogers  peggycarter  steve/bucky  peggy-as-wintersoldier  thor  steve/bucky/tony  wwii  fixit  bucky-is-rescued-earlier  length-novel  memorymanipulation 
december 2014 by ratcreature
a long way from the playground - tesselated - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
“Actually, I am dating someone.” He says.

What ends up happening is, he says the first name that comes to mind.

What ends up happening is, he blurts out, “Steve Rogers.”

Without thinking, obviously. Because if he had been thinking, he would have thought of something better than this.

And that's how Bucky ends up bringing Steve as a date to his sister's wedding.
captamerica  slash  steve/bucky  au  modern-au  no-powers-au  length-long  tesselated  steverogers  buckybarnes  natasharomanov  samwilson  pretend-couple  preserum-steve  family  jewish-bucky  pining  pining!bucky  insecure-bucky  pov-bucky 
december 2014 by ratcreature
Ghost Stories - hitlikehammers - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve doesn’t like bullies, on principle. It's less about justice, or decency, or righteous indignation; more about the look in the eyes of the people getting stepped on, the people getting trampled, the people getting lost.

So it cuts all the deeper, when Steve recognizes strength, precision, endurance, capacity: sees the pieces of himself not born but made, reflected in this body, this person, this weapon: the Winter Soldier.

It slices through Steve’s soul when he returns the Soldier's gaze, and reads the only thing that lives in the deadness that pervades behind those irises in the night.

It’s not You can’t beat me.

It’s more You can’t stop them.
captainamerica  au  during-movie  wintersoldier  steverogers  buckybarnes  length-medium  pov-bucky  pov-steve  recovery  hitlikehammers  angst  masks  identity 
november 2014 by ratcreature
to memory now I can't recall - Etharei - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future.

Next thing he knows, Bucky Barnes is opening his eyes in the 21st century, which is full of great gadgets and coffee, and at least includes his old pal Steve. (And, inexplicably, a different Stark.) Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier finds himself in the middle of World War Two, helping Captain America hunt down HYDRA (which is at least familiar), pretending to be Bucky Barnes (which is not), and figuring out the very noisy group of soldiers who call themselves the Howling Commandos.
captainamerica  avengers  howlingcommandoes  team  timetravel  magical-artifact  etharei  length-long  bigbang  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  switching-places  hydra  memories  actionadventure  wwii  plotty  recovery  identity  wintersoldier  natasharomanov  steve/bucky  peggycarter  slash  firsttime  angst  tonystark  thor  clintbarton  samwilson 
november 2014 by ratcreature
You got that medicine I need - SkyisGray - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky was trying to enter his room.

Bucky is a wildcard right now.

Bucky could have been seeking Steve’s help, but there is as much of a chance, Steve admits, that he was trying to kill or capture him.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  post-movie  wintersoldier  recovery  skyisgray  amnesia  pov-steve  pov-bucky  samwilson  h/c  protective-bucky  homophobia  pining  pining!steve  self-loathing  length-medium 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Street Level Magic - lustmordred - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
For the first time to his knowledge, the soldier had his freedom and he had a name. He didn’t know what to do with either of them.
captainamerica  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  post-movie  natasharomanov  peggycarter  length-long  tonystark  recovery  pov-bucky  pov-steve  lustmordred 
november 2014 by ratcreature
in earthen vessels - lazulisong - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He must doze off sitting up, because the next thing he knows there's a big hand cupping his face with gentle care and Steve's voice crooning, "Bucky, Bucky, hey, Buck."

He blinks once, twice, and Steve face resolves itself in front of him. Even his face is different.

"Steve, what did you do to yourself?" he says.

"It's a long story," says Steve.
captainamerica  length-short  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  during-movie  wwii  bodymodification  lazulisong  angst 
november 2014 by ratcreature
It remembers you - often_adamanta - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
When the Asset fails to complete his mission and kill Captain America on the bridge, HYDRA decides to take a more drastic approach to changing to world. The Asset is sent back in time to kill Steve Rogers before he becomes Captain America in order to erase him from history. Soon he’s dealing with failing his mission a second time and coming face to (masked) face with his own past.
captainamerica  steverogers  wintersoldier  buckybarnes  preserum-steve  steve/bucky  slash  pov-bucky  timetravel  often_adamanta  length-medium  au  assassination 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Cuckoo - de_corporis - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
In October 1945, veteran James Barnes fell in front of an oncoming train in the New York City subway.

He woke up in November 1943 in a world both like and unlike his own, and found a man with his face strapped to a lab table.

Some things are different, some things are the same, but one thing always holds true: in whatever world he's in, Bucky Barnes will always love Steve Rogers.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-medium  steve/bucky  switching-places  au  paralleluniverses  suicidalthoughts  wintersoldier  de_corporis  hydra  timetravel 
november 2014 by ratcreature
I've been hurt, and we've been had - coldhope - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Maintenance is required, he says again, and the earpiece still does not reply.

This is the longest he has been out of cryo in what passes for his memory. Once or twice before he had been injured during missions, and gone into the ice before bruises could spread and darken on his skin; when he came out again, he would be repaired, all hint of damage taken care of by the things they dripped into his veins. Vaguely he is aware that people can heal without the chair and the tank and the IVs, that he is special and not anyone else in the world is quite like him, but he does not know how people go about the business of healing. Be functional, he tells his right arm, and again receives no reply.

Time, presumably, passes.
captainamerica  length-short  pov-bucky  buckybarnes  h/c  injured-bucky  steverogers  gen  coldhope  post-movie  wintersoldier  memories 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Silent thunder, as of a thousand wings - kaasknot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
A theologian once said that angels are constructs of love and holy rage, and chained to obedience through both. Or maybe a theologian hadn't said that. Maybe it was the Bright One himself, or just Uriel being grumpy.

But Bucky knows that he loves Steve, and he loves his taskmaster of a boss even as he gripes about him over beers after work, and he loves the dames with their red, red lips and smooth, soft curves (and he loves the guys, loves their strength and the tall, proud lines of them), and he loves old Mrs. Greene even when her rheumatism acts up and she turns mean as a wet cat. But he loves Steve most of all, and if Bucky is shackled to mindless obedience because of it, he calls it a good trade, because Steven Grant Rogers is the best person he knows. When it comes down to it, he figures his desire only adds a new dimension to a love that was already there, glowing hot enough to burn.

He was sent to Earth in a cage of mortal flesh to watch over Steve, and Bucky can do no less than love him with all his heart.
captainamerica  avengers  religion  au  steve/bucky  slash  length-novel  steverogers  buckybarnes  angels  angel-bucky  angel-sam  originalcharacter  thor  natasharomanov  pov-bucky  wintersoldier  hydra  torture  captive  preserum-steve  kaasknot  wwii  howlingcommandoes 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Of Many - Asidian - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He tries it the easy way, the first time, like the coward Steve's never believed he is.

It's 1943, and Bucky's still waking clammy with night sweats, phantom restraints pinning him down and Zola's voice in his head. He's still talking big to cover how he jerks away whenever anyone puts a hand on him. He’s pretending he doesn't see the way Steve looks at him, the way they all look at him, like he's in danger of coming apart.

Only this time – this time when they try to give him a discharge, he takes it. He crams what little owns in his duffel and ships off for the states.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  timetravel  mind-timetravel  do-over  howlingcommandoes  rescue  sad  pov-bucky  angst  hydra  torture 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Cutting Both Ways (Blunt and Sharp) - Jaune_Chat - The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Jane asks Bucky to help her in the kitchen, and gives him what could be a lethal object. And is unconcerned about alone with an armed ex-assassin. The realization hits Bucky like a knife to the chest.
avengers  gen  buckybarnes  janefoster  cooking  pov-bucky  domestic  impliedhet  jaune_chat  recovery  length-short  everydaylife  angst 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Read All About It - Mangacat - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
You don’t have the words to say it anymore. History has made you better at actions.
(Or the one where Bucky devises his own PR plan to go and join the Avengers, because Steve can’t be trusted not to hurt himself)
captainamerica  avengers  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  pov-2nd  pov-bucky  natasharomanov  clintbarton  samwilson  tonystark  recovery  publicity  length-long  mangacat  wintersoldier  protective-bucky 
november 2014 by ratcreature
amor fati - M_Leigh - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
“You know, I have never seen anything like this in my whole damn life,” he says. “And I have seen a lot of shit. Your boyfriend gets stuck in the polar ice cap for seventy years and comes out brand spanking new, and you—nothing.

“JARVIS is telling me I’m being rude again,” he says. “But I don’t actually give a fuck.”

Bucky gets found. It doesn't happen the way you'd expect.
captainamerica  gen  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  depressing  sad  tonystark  natasharomanov  m_leigh  length-long  post-movie  captive  escape  roadtrip  ambiguousending 
october 2014 by ratcreature
Fission - theheartischill - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The hard version is hard because there isn't--he doesn't think there's a word for it. If there is he doesn't know it. Nothing holds the enormity of what he's done. Nothing in the world of people. At the bottom of the ocean, maybe, all darkness and weight. Or beyond: in space, beyond the gravitational pull of the sun, where it is airless and frozen. Past the limits, in places no one has ever had to name because no one could see them and live.

Or: Bucky is Bruce's lab assistant, more or less.
avengers  captainamerica  buckybarnes  brucebanner  length-short  theheartischill  gen  pov-bucky  experiments 
october 2014 by ratcreature
Exchange Rate - freshbakedlady - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's older memories are coming back, sometimes at the cost of more recent ones. What he cannot forget is tearing the wings off Sam Wilson. Too bad Bucky just let Steve talk him into staying with him and Sam. Consumed by guilt, the only thing Bucky knows to do by way of apology is to let Sam hurt him back. Fortunately, Sam has better ideas.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  samwilson  pov-bucky  steverogers  bucky/sam  length-medium  guilt  angst  bodymodification  freshbakedlady 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Poltergeists - dirtybinary - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
When the helicarriers blow up and the Winter Soldier goes on the run, he takes Steve with him. He's got a name written in Morse code on the inside of his arm, a ton of questions he doesn't know how to ask, and now, a new handler with absolutely zero sense of self-preservation to contend with. Life is hard.

In which Bucky tries to figure out whether he's a human being, Steve does everything he can to keep from losing him again, they go on a HYDRA killing spree across the country, and there are lots of explosions.
captainamerica  slash  au  buckybarnes  steverogers  steve/bucky  samwilson  pov-bucky  pov-samwilson  length-medium  dirtybinary  memories  natasharomanov  natasha/sam  impliedhet  hydra  backstory 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Mission Incomplete - gammadolphin - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He does not understand. He completed his mission. The captain is dead. So why does it feel as though he has done something terrible, as though he has knocked the world off its axis? Why is the screaming in his head louder than ever?
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AU where Bucky thinks he completes his mission on the riverbank and Hydra "rewards" him by giving his memories back. All of them.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  angst  mpdjk  pining  suicidalthoughts  h/c  hydra  memories  length-medium  pov-bucky  gammadolphin  flashbacks 
september 2014 by ratcreature
We'll Never Get Started - becisvolatile - The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies), Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Darcy Lewis wasn't the sort to die for six college credits any more than she was the sort to live in abject poverty to cover her student loans. So the stripping wasn't the worst thing she could do.

Getting involved with masked Avengers, however... not brilliant.
avengers  captainamerica  thor  darcylewis  steverogers  buckybarnes  pov-darcy  pov-bucky  pov-steve  het  slash  steve/bucky  steve/bucky/darcy  stripper  bar  janefoster  becisvolatile  length-long  misunderstanding 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Collected Bones of All Kinds - hansbekhart - Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
There was a reason that he ran, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He was on his way to the extraction - waiting for night to fall so that he could travel inconspicuously - crouched in a hollow on the roof of an old brick building - a warehouse, maybe - and the fading light - the light caught - on a blond head down below on the street. Laughter, and a cadence to the man’s speech that sounded familiar, misplaced R’s and blurry Th’s, quarter, water, this, that, the other one.
captainamerica  hansbekhart  buckybarnes  samwilson  steverogers  tonystark  slash  steve/bucky  hydra  recovery  braindamage  length-long  pov-bucky  pov-samwilson  politics  series  torture  memories 
september 2014 by ratcreature
As You Are He - Tiberius_Tibia - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
From this prompt: The way Hydra treated the winter soldier, I got the definite impression they regarded him as property, not a person. He's seriously messed up, and used to seriously messed up treatment. The avengers (+ Sam!) find him unconscious and bring him back to the tower, where he's kept in a cell for safety. The first thing he says when he wakes up: "Am I yours now?" How do they (especially Steve) deal with a brainwashed assassin who thinks they own him? Can Steve get his best friend back? Gen or slash, I don't mind :)
captainamerica  wintersoldier  pov-bucky  post-movie  steverogers  samwilson  buckybarnes  mindcontrol  tiberius-tibia  wip 
september 2014 by ratcreature
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