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These Long and Better Days To Come - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He had forgotten what curiosity could feel like. Whoever the impostor was, he’d need help, and this team might not be equipped to find him. Bucky had been a soldier, once. Competent and skilled. The best, they’d said. Something inside him rose up from dormancy, came alive at the thought. He was a soldier once and he knew how to do this: where to go, how to get in. Skills that were his unique gift.
captainamerica  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  hydra  flashbacks  wintersoldier  preserum-steve  length-long  gwyneth  pov-bucky  memories 
november 2016 by ratcreature
Deprogramming - Bohemienne - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Sam Wilson has to pull Bucky out of cryosleep. Captain's orders. But before he can be of use, he has to guide Bucky through some extensive therapy to undo Hydra's brainwashing. Each word chains to a series of memories. Are the memories real, or just a horrific byproduct of his conditioning?
captainamerica  buckybarnes  length-novel  post-movie  civilwar  recovery  samwilson  wanda  steverogers  slash  steve/bucky  flashbacks  self-loathing  internalizedhomophobia  homophobia  memories  impliedhet  bucky/natasha  natasharomanov  mindcontrol 
september 2016 by ratcreature
A Sea-Journey on the Highway - azephirin - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Set very shortly after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Few if any spoilers for Age of Ultron. There's a line taken from the Civil Wartrailer, but blink and you'll miss it.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  length-medium  slash  het  steve/bucky  bucky/ofc  originalcharacter  azephirin  memories  recovery  post-movie  steve/sam  open-ending  abused-ofc  abuse  shopping  dating 
august 2016 by ratcreature
Things to Remember - monicawoe - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's apartment in Bucharest, what he remembers while he's there, and what he wishes he could forget.
captainamerica  civilwar  during-movie  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  angst  gen  monicawoe  memories  domestic  length-short 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Works No Longer in Progress: Bucky Recovery Fic - Alex51324 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
My long-hiatused Bucky Recovery Fic; now that it's been Jossed twice over (and Civil War has given me much new food for thought), it's pretty clear this is never going to be finished, but there are a lot of things I like about it, so I'm posting it.

Features a somewhat different take on Bucky's memory issues, Sam being an awesome therapist, and all of the Avengers having issues.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  pov-multiple  pov-bucky  recovery  wintersoldier  memories  team  samwilson  steverogers  alex51324  brucebanner  tonystark  pts  therapy  gen 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Simple - Osidiano - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Written for the capkink meme; "To the Winter Soldier, there are basically three kinds of people in the world: superiors, mission support, and targets. He doesn't have the context to understand things like friendship. So what he sees in the Smithsonian exhibit and what little he remembers or feels about his past, he interprets in that light. He thinks that Steve must have been his handler during World War II. That the reason he couldn't kill Steve and the reason he was smiling in the museum photos was because Steve was a good superior who treated him well (or at least didn't hurt him like Pierce and Rumlow, which to him might be the best he can imagine).

Thinking he understands the situation, he decides to report to Steve. Cue misunderstandings, confusion and heartache for both of them."
captainamerica  wip  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  pov-bucky  hydra  post-movie  steverogers  samwilson  tonystark  pepperpotts  memories  flashbacks  angst  h/c  osidiano 
april 2016 by ratcreature
should auld acquaintance be forgot - biggrstaffbunch - Captain America (Movies), Agent Carter (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve's not the only person who remembers Bucky Barnes.

In the time between CA:TWS and CA:CW, Peggy Carter does her part to bring an old friend home.
captainamerica  gen  impliedslash  peggycarter  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  post-movie  wintersoldier  memories  recovery  pov-peggy  length-short  biggrstaffbunch 
february 2016 by ratcreature
Possessive - boopboop - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
CAP 3 SPOILERS

"He remembered you. Your pal, your buddy…your Bucky."

Steve and Bucky take a minute to recover and Bucky is keen to tell Steve just how much he remembers.
captainamerica  length-short  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  memories  boophoop  h/c  slash 
august 2015 by ratcreature
In the Stardust of a Song - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The shudder courses through you again, there’s a vicious throb like that first touch of the ice on your skin. You don’t know this song. You don’t know any music at all.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  gwyneth  length-medium  characterstudy  pov-bucky  pov-2nd  memories  music  during-movie  buckybarnes  hydra  alexanderpierce 
june 2015 by ratcreature
the weapons of war perished - millerette - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The soldier remembers--

 

I gotta tell you, Stevie, the love I got for you ain’t nothing like how I love my family. And if it’s a sin how much I love you, it sure as hell ain’t my worst one.
captainamerica  length-short  characterstudy  memories  religion  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  samwilson  natasharomanov  catholicism  millerette  guilt  self-loathing 
january 2015 by ratcreature
Color by Numbers - vitoliel - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Soldier came up with the plan in his spare time, though he never actually believed he’d put it into practice. Hydra’s reach seemed too complete – too powerful – to actually consider running. But he thought about it. And then the man stopped fighting. And he said he knew him. And the Soldier felt…felt… He knew what he felt was important. So, he ran.
captainamerica  vitoliel  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  post-movie  recovery  wilderness  escape  reunion  steverogers  samwilson  hydra  torture  gen  memories 
december 2014 by ratcreature
to memory now I can't recall - Etharei - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future.

Next thing he knows, Bucky Barnes is opening his eyes in the 21st century, which is full of great gadgets and coffee, and at least includes his old pal Steve. (And, inexplicably, a different Stark.) Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier finds himself in the middle of World War Two, helping Captain America hunt down HYDRA (which is at least familiar), pretending to be Bucky Barnes (which is not), and figuring out the very noisy group of soldiers who call themselves the Howling Commandos.
captainamerica  avengers  howlingcommandoes  team  timetravel  magical-artifact  etharei  length-long  bigbang  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  switching-places  hydra  memories  actionadventure  wwii  plotty  recovery  identity  wintersoldier  natasharomanov  steve/bucky  peggycarter  slash  firsttime  angst  tonystark  thor  clintbarton  samwilson 
november 2014 by ratcreature
staying awake to chase a dream - chemicaldefect - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Seventy years of unspeakable horrors balance in a tottering heap over a measly twenty-six as Bucky Barnes, threatening to bury them entirely. He can practically feel the triggers lurking in the fatty meat of his brain, knows that a few well-placed words could erase Bucky completely.

There's not enough memories in the world of Steve Rogers' smile to erase The Winter Soldier.

What does that make him?
captainamerica  length-short  buckybarnes  steverogers  slash  steve/bucky  natasharomanov  dreams  post-movie  memories  chemicaldefect  het  bucky/natasha  h/c  angst 
november 2014 by ratcreature
I've been hurt, and we've been had - coldhope - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Maintenance is required, he says again, and the earpiece still does not reply.

This is the longest he has been out of cryo in what passes for his memory. Once or twice before he had been injured during missions, and gone into the ice before bruises could spread and darken on his skin; when he came out again, he would be repaired, all hint of damage taken care of by the things they dripped into his veins. Vaguely he is aware that people can heal without the chair and the tank and the IVs, that he is special and not anyone else in the world is quite like him, but he does not know how people go about the business of healing. Be functional, he tells his right arm, and again receives no reply.

Time, presumably, passes.
captainamerica  length-short  pov-bucky  buckybarnes  h/c  injured-bucky  steverogers  gen  coldhope  post-movie  wintersoldier  memories 
november 2014 by ratcreature
All Along the Watchtower - hetrez - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier tries to incept himself into being Bucky Barnes. As a general plan, it goes very badly. As a way to reunite him with Steve Rogers and work out some of their interpersonal conflict, it goes pretty okay.
captainamerica  inception  crossover  length-long  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  dreams  recovery  memories  dog  angst  homophobia  hetrez  mariahill  natasharomanov 
november 2014 by ratcreature
the broadest stroke of color - gossamernotes - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Sarah Rogers always loved Steve's hands.

"Your hands will do a lifetime's work," she'd say. "It's nothing to be ashamed of. Remember to do the work you can for those you love."

Almost a century later, Steve does just that.

[The story wherein Steve draws comics for Bucky to help him recover his memory. Through a series of events, the issues are leaked, and Steve finds himself reviving the Captain America comics. He still isn't sure how that happened.]
captainamerica  steverogers  buckybarnes  slash  steve/bucky  artist-steve  memories  recovery  gossamernotes  length-medium  flashbacks  preserum-steve 
october 2014 by ratcreature
Poltergeists - dirtybinary - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
When the helicarriers blow up and the Winter Soldier goes on the run, he takes Steve with him. He's got a name written in Morse code on the inside of his arm, a ton of questions he doesn't know how to ask, and now, a new handler with absolutely zero sense of self-preservation to contend with. Life is hard.

In which Bucky tries to figure out whether he's a human being, Steve does everything he can to keep from losing him again, they go on a HYDRA killing spree across the country, and there are lots of explosions.
captainamerica  slash  au  buckybarnes  steverogers  steve/bucky  samwilson  pov-bucky  pov-samwilson  length-medium  dirtybinary  memories  natasharomanov  natasha/sam  impliedhet  hydra  backstory 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Mission Incomplete - gammadolphin - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He does not understand. He completed his mission. The captain is dead. So why does it feel as though he has done something terrible, as though he has knocked the world off its axis? Why is the screaming in his head louder than ever?
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AU where Bucky thinks he completes his mission on the riverbank and Hydra "rewards" him by giving his memories back. All of them.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  angst  mpdjk  pining  suicidalthoughts  h/c  hydra  memories  length-medium  pov-bucky  gammadolphin  flashbacks 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Collected Bones of All Kinds - hansbekhart - Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
There was a reason that he ran, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He was on his way to the extraction - waiting for night to fall so that he could travel inconspicuously - crouched in a hollow on the roof of an old brick building - a warehouse, maybe - and the fading light - the light caught - on a blond head down below on the street. Laughter, and a cadence to the man’s speech that sounded familiar, misplaced R’s and blurry Th’s, quarter, water, this, that, the other one.
captainamerica  hansbekhart  buckybarnes  samwilson  steverogers  tonystark  slash  steve/bucky  hydra  recovery  braindamage  length-long  pov-bucky  pov-samwilson  politics  series  torture  memories 
september 2014 by ratcreature
That Which You Seek - Wynn - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
The man in the booth before Darcy stares down at his pancakes with suspicion.

A few days after Bucky discovers his true identity, Darcy encounters him in a diner 50 miles outside of D.C. having apparently transformed from a handsome long-dead war hero into a creepy, scruffy, pancake-hating serial killer. So of course she tries to help him.
avengers  het  darcy/bucky  wynn  wintersoldier  captainamerica  recovery  memories  steverogers  thor  janefoster  hydra  roadtrip  length-long  h/c 
august 2014 by ratcreature
The Night Has Seen Your Mind - bomberqueen17 - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
I wasn't sure what this was going to be when I started it, but it has grown into something almost startlingly coherent, if I do say so myself. They don't find Bucky, he finds himself.

Steve and Sam return from a futile tour of the globe on the heels of the ghost of the Winter Soldier to find a pile of postcards with the names of confirmed-killed HYDRA agents waiting at Stark Tower: mission reports from the ghost to the only commanding officer he still feels he has.
All of it is set to culminate in New York City... if Bucky can remember what he set up.

With some Clint/Natasha, Bucky/Natasha, Steve/Sam pining, a whole bunch of friendship dynamics, gratuitous pop culture references (Bucky is obsessed with pop music, as a coping strategy), slash, het, and a lot of cussing.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  avengers  actionadventure  angst  h/c  hydra  buckybarnes  steverogers  natasharomanov  clintbarton  samwilson  het  slash  pining  memorymanipulation  memories  recovery  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  steve/sam  wip  length-novel  friendship  team  bomberqueen17  adjusting-to-present  socialmedia  food  injured-bucky  letters  postcards  music 
july 2014 by ratcreature
And I Am Always with You - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
He tries to reach out to Steve, but he can’t feel his arm. It’s too cold. Everything is cold save for his blood and Steve’s smile.

Long after Bucky forgets his own name, he remembers "Steve."
captainamerica  wip  wintersoldier  angst  h/c  torture  hallucination  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  tonystark  samwilson  bodyimage  dehumanization  suicidalthoughts  starvation  selfharm  self-loathing  conditioning  amnesia  memories  pts 
may 2014 by ratcreature
somebody hears you. (you know that.) - kaydeefalls - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
There are many voices in his head these days. The Winter Soldier's memories are the most coherent, but Barnes is far more persistent. Maybe because Barnes actually had a voice of his own, once.

(He's got to figure out who he is before he can worry about what he wants.)
slash  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  captainamerica  steverogers  wintersoldier  natasharomanov  post-movie  memories  pov-bucky  hydra  recovery  angst  length-medium  kaydeefalls 
may 2014 by ratcreature
The Persistence of Iron - Sylvia - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Waking up in a lab with no memories and a blue-eyed stranger calling him by someone else's name is only the beginning of Erik's problems.
x-men  au  clones  clone-erik  actionadventure  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  charles/erik  memories  amnesia  amnesiac-erik  reversebang  bigbang  length-novel  sylvia  telepathy  firsttime  pov-erik  pov-3rd 
july 2012 by ratcreature
Snow in July - apolesen - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
With no recollection of why he has ordered the Brotherhood to go deep into Russia during the winter months, Magneto is considered insane by his followers, but the unexplained presence of Charles Xavier leads Erik to think that there is something more than mad to his amnesia and to the haunting but impossible memory of a kiss in the snow...
x-men  apolesen  slash  reversebang  snow  memories  memorymanipulation  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  winter  brotherhoodofmutants  wanda  pietro  hypothermia  injury  injured-xavier  injured-erik  raven  azazel  emmafrost  janos  angst  russia  amnesia  firsttime  amnesiac-erik 
july 2012 by ratcreature
The third who walks always beside you - apolesen - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
After a chance meeting, the recently reunited mutant school-master and leader of the Brotherhood both become fascinated by Gabrielle Haller, a human who has demons of her own to fight. As Erik finds himself pulled between his mutant identity and his human heritage, Charles wrestles with his own ethical code and his attraction to his friend. The innocent distraction between the three of them rapidly grows more complicated and, ultimately, altogether more sinister.
x-men  slash  het  threesome  eriklehnsherr  charlesxavier  gabriellehaller  charles/erik  charles/gabriellehaller  erik/gabriellehaller  david  wip  apolesen  raven  breakup  reconcilliation  flashbacks  panicattack  telepathy  memories  holocaust 
june 2012 by ratcreature
Mind over Metal - LeeC3 - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
What happens when Erik decides to train Charles and let him in on his past, as well as when Charles does the same for Erik.
x-men  wip  training  slash  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  memories  telepathy  hypnosis  fixit  au  charles/erik 
february 2012 by ratcreature
this absurd fraction - Nandago Da Senya [1/1]
Warnings/content: er, captivity, sense-deprivation (...torture?), minor bloodshed, less sex than you'd expect of my horrible brain... all consensual.
x-men  slash  fixit  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  length-short  during-firstclass  charles/erik  conditioning  telepathy  memories  sensorydeprivation  captive  blood  etirabys 
february 2012 by ratcreature
rhaegal | Star Trek Big Bang Fic: Shakedown Cruise
Following the fal-tor-pan, Spock is still struggling to recover his memories. The disastrous maiden voyage of the USS Enterprise-A causes him to realize that he has forgotten something important about his place in Kirk’s life.
startrek  st:tos  slash  bigbang  rhaegal  kirk/spock  jamestkirk  spock  leonardmccoy  uhura  amnesia  length-long  pov-spock  pov-3rd  amnesiac-spock  memories  mindmeld  bond  chess  recovery 
november 2011 by ratcreature
Rescue Run - rebooting - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Sixteen months after the beach, Erik sends Emma on a routine sweep to ensure that the Westchester mansion is still all right, and finds out that Charles, Hank, Alex, Sean, and a re-formed Darwin have been taken. Despite their prior enmity, Erik and Moira join forces to find out who is behind the disappearance, and what they'll need to do to bring their friends back home.
x-men  rescue  h/c  gen  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  raven  darwin  angelsalvadore  alexsummers  captive  emmafrost  sensorydeprivation  hankmccoy  torture  seancassidy  moira  kidnapping  experiments  length-medium  memories  non-con 
july 2011 by ratcreature
Memento by Aeärwen - Stories - Henneth Annûn
Elrond finds something that makes him remember. A sequel to "In The House of Elrond".
lotr  pre-lotr  gen  sequel  elrond  erestor  introspection  aearwen  length-short  pov-elrond  estranged  angst  memories  pov-3rd 
march 2011 by ratcreature
Trotter by Dreamflower
After his retirement to Rivendell, Bilbo finds proof he that is not the first hobbit to dwell there. The last three chapters: "The Last Homely House", "Interlude: A Life Well-Lived" and the "Epilogue: Full Circle" have been posted.
lotr  length-long  pov-oc  pov-1st  pov-bilbo  gen  originalcharacter  elladan  elrohir  hobbits  dunedain  rangers  arathorn  arador  pre-lotr  pippin  orcs  actionadventure  memories  dreamflower  bree  bandits 
march 2011 by ratcreature
Steward and Thain by Agape4Gondor
A short little tale about a friendship between two heirs. Honorable Mention - 2007 MEFA Award Category: Races: Cross-Cultural: The Fellowship.
lotr  during-ringwar  gen  boromir  pippin  aragorn  friendship  merry  agape4gondor  characterstudy  lothlorien  length-short  wolves  memories  storytelling 
march 2011 by ratcreature
Oathbreakers by Thundera Tiger - Stories - Henneth Annûn
Feeling the taint of a dark Dunharrow night, Elladan and Elrohir discuss Aragorn, Eowyn, Rohan, and those that haunt the Paths of the Dead. Gapfiller for The Return of the King.
lotr  length-short  characterstudy  eowyn  elladan  elrohir  oath  aragorn  during-ringwar  unrequitted  pathsofthedead  thunderatiger  memories 
january 2011 by ratcreature
we can't live in the present forever - Anonymous - Back to the Future (1985 1989 1990) [Archive of Our Own]
Marty wonders if Doc has the same problem; histories overlapping, memories colliding in the space of a single, shared moment. He hopes not.
backtothefuture  gen  yuletide2010  timetravel  angst  futurefic  memories  characterstudy  pov-martymcfly  emmettbrown  pov-3rd  length-short 
december 2010 by ratcreature
This kid I once knew - Anonymous - Calvin & Hobbes [Archive of Our Own]
Daniel sends their whole improv group an e-mail saying "check this out its fun1!1" and a link to a web comic called The Adventures of Spaceman Spiff.
calvinandhobbes  susiederkins  pov-susie  futurefic  gen  memories  length-short  yuletide2010 
december 2010 by ratcreature
gins_lair: [Star Trek Fic] Bliss (PG)
He should've died thinking he had everything he'd ever wanted, but Jim knew the life he saw had never been his.
startrek  st:aos  mindmeld  gen  angst  spock-prime  spock  jamestkirk  cole_chan  memories  memorymanipulation  virtualreality  pov-3rd  pov-kirk  leonardmccoy  pov-mccoy  pov-spock  pov-multiple  length-short  tense-past 
september 2009 by ratcreature
Outlaws, Aliens and Mutants - SGA fic -- Shadows
Next in my Convergence Series, when John has a disturbing encounter with his own subconscious projection of Acastus Kolya, both he and Teyla must face the shadows they have tried to avoid, shadows that test them and their commitment to each other.
sga  series  episoderelated  artaxastra  het  john/teyla  johnsheppard  teylaemmagan  ep-sga-05x15-remnants  angst  pov-3rd  pov-teyla  length-short  tense-present  memories  pts  dadt  homophobia  impotence  establishedrelationship 
august 2009 by ratcreature
run, don't walk - "fingerprints of forgotten memories"
“Jim presses his palm to his forehead, because suddenly there’s just a big fuzzy blip where the name of the planet used to be.” Mistakes that aren’t mistakes can snowball into something else entirely. Kirk/Bones.
startrek  st:aos  slash  kirk/mccoy  vacation  risa  bar  angst  leonardmccoy  establishedrelationship  jamestkirk  pov-kirk  pov-mccoy  sequel  length-long  tense-present  pov-multiple  pov-3rd  drugs  drugged-kirk  non-con  kirk/ofc  impliedhet  jealousy  memories  amnesia  amnesiac-kirk  dreams  breakup  spock  mindmeld  misunderstanding  christinechapel  injured-kirk  injured-mccoy  spock/uhura  drugged-mccoy  guilt  friendship 
august 2009 by ratcreature
jbmcdragon: Star Trek fic: The Sum of its Parts, 1
The Casari homeworld is a place that has yet to become unified. The people are ready to join the Federation, but one rebel faction will do anything to stop it. Anything, including capturing a starship captain and his first officer. With Kirk's memory dama
st:aos  startrek  wip  amnesia  h/c  kirk/spock  slash  captive  jbmcdragon  spock  jamestkirk  amnesiac-kirk  injury  injured-kirk  parasite  interrogation  flashbacks  memories 
july 2009 by ratcreature
rhaegal | Fic: Evolution Part 3/12 - Kirk/Spock
The ongoing mission of the USS Enterprise under the new captaincy of Captain Kirk. In this part, a distress call takes the Enterprise to Talos IV…
startrek  st:aos  slash  rhaegal  actionadventure  sparring  domestic  breakup  spock/uhura  impliedhet  chekov  mindmeld  telepathy  virtualreality  aliens  memories  jamestkirk  pov-kirk  pov-3rd  spock  leonardmccoy  scotty  sulu  fencing  series  length-short  chess  tense-past  ust  wip  nonhumanoidaliens  kirk/spock  captive  torture  vulcan  uhura  episoderelated 
june 2009 by ratcreature
ragdoll987: Breaking Points - Chapter One
When the Enterprise is asked to transport Vulcan colonists to their new home, Spock Prime comes with them. His presence changes everything – and leads to life-altering revelations for Jim and Spock. A story about growth, self-discovery, and new beginnin
startrek  st:aos  length-novel  pov-kirk  pov-3rd  slash  impliedhet  spock/uhura  breakup  spock  spock-prime  yenta-spock-prime  mindmeld  jamestkirk  telepathy  jealousy  ragdoll  kirk/spock  vulcans  firsttime  pov-uhura  pov-multiple  pov-spock  pov-spock-prime  uhura  angst  bond  leonardmccoy  chess  friendship  memories 
june 2009 by ratcreature
Saavi's Desk in the Daily Planet Bullpen - Fic: Soup on the Wall | Star Trek TOS/XI | Spock/Chapel | NC-17 | 1/1
Being ferried to New Vulcan by the Enterprise, Spock doesn't expect to find Nurse Chapel among the crew. He can't help remembering the Christine Chapel he knew, and things that did and didn't happen.
startrek  st:aos  het  christinechapel  spock/chapel  spock-prime  pov-spock-prime  pov-3rd  memories  length-short  tense-present  saavikam77  insomnia 
june 2009 by ratcreature
seperis: rebootfic: You'll Get There in the End (It Just Takes a While) 1/4
"Spock. Just say 'I don't trust Starfleet not to mess up the only captain in the fleet who I can train up to my expectations and enjoys running into danger wearing a blindfold as much as I do'."
st:aos  startrek  length-long  kirk/spock  slash  angst  seperis  jamestkirk  spock  leonardmccoy  uhura  ponfarr  spock-prime  mindmeld  memories  bond  pov-spock  pov-3rd  tense-present  earthside  kobayashimaru  telepathy  christopherpike  academy  humor 
june 2009 by ratcreature
kagedtiger: Star Trek Fic: Past Sorrows, Present Joy
Kirk experiences what might have been. (Best summary I can give without giving away spoilers. Sorry.)
startrek  st:aos  st:tos  gen  jamestkirk  spock  mindmeld  spock-prime  memories  kagedtiger  angst  grieving  length-short  tense-past 
june 2009 by ratcreature
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