ratcreature + homophobia   104

the heart not to lose it - defcontwo, sparklyslug - Check Please! (Webcomic) [Archive of Our Own]
Just before his 20th birthday, Kent Parson is hooking up with a stranger in the back of a bar. A year later, he's captain of the Las Vegas Aces, has won the Stanley Cup, and finally sees Jack Zimmermann again.

Oh, and he gets a cat.
checkplease  defcontwo  sparklyslug  kentparson  characterstudy  length-medium  gen  impliedslash  jackzimmermann  jack/kent  kent/omc  pre-canon  homophobia 
february 2017 by ratcreature
Deprogramming - Bohemienne - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Sam Wilson has to pull Bucky out of cryosleep. Captain's orders. But before he can be of use, he has to guide Bucky through some extensive therapy to undo Hydra's brainwashing. Each word chains to a series of memories. Are the memories real, or just a horrific byproduct of his conditioning?
captainamerica  buckybarnes  length-novel  post-movie  civilwar  recovery  samwilson  wanda  steverogers  slash  steve/bucky  flashbacks  self-loathing  internalizedhomophobia  homophobia  memories  impliedhet  bucky/natasha  natasharomanov  mindcontrol 
september 2016 by ratcreature
Someday My Prince Will Come - tinzelda - Captain America [Archive of Our Own]
This is basically an escape from MCU angst, imagining how things would be if Bucky had indeed fallen from the train back in WWII but never became the Winter Soldier. All the fun of a man-out-of-time getting used to the 21st century without any of that troublesome trying-to-kill-Steve stuff. After destroying the helicarriers in DC, Steve works with the other Avengers to stamp out hidden Hydra bases and finds Bucky: in cryofreeze but still very much himself. Steve is ecstatic to have his best pal back, of course, but now he has to deal with his long-repressed feelings for Bucky. Much longing ensues.
captainamerica  slash  au  steverogers  steve/bucky  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier  buckybarnes  adjusting-to-present  homophobia  pining  pining!steve  pining!bucky  dancing  tinzelda  length-novel  pov-steve 
august 2016 by ratcreature
Malibu - glitteratiglue - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve believes Bucky is dead for exactly a week. Then he doesn't.

(AU where Steve rescues Bucky before Hydra can turn him into the Winter Soldier. They get to go home from the war, but that's only the start.)
captainamerica  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier  bucky-was-rescued-earlier  hydra  postwar  pining  homophobia  glitteratiglue  length-medium  au  peggycarter 
august 2016 by ratcreature
Bless Your Heart, Kent Parson - melannen - Check Please! (Webcomic) [Archive of Our Own]
Kenny's name had been coming up a lot. Partly because these days, it was hard to talk about the NHL without talking about Kent Parson. Partly because before Samwell, Jack's experience of an American Independence Day had always included a birthday party for Kenny. Partly because - well, because being in Madison with Bitty was. Well. Strange and uncomfortable, in a lot of ways, this week of all weeks, that maybe had Jack worrying at those old frayed ends more than usual.
checkplease  slash  jackzimmermann  kentparson  ericbittle  eric/jack  jack/kent  length-medium  comingout  characterstudy  pov-jack  holidayfic  georgia  melannen  homophobia 
july 2016 by ratcreature
family means no one gets left behind or forgotten - cosmicocean - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
“Why did you think I wouldn’t like you for being gay?” Steve asks gently.

“You’re Captain America.” Eli’s got his teeth clenched and is resolutely looking ahead. “You stand for truth and justice and the American way. You stand for American morals. You stand for…” he shrugs awkwardly. “Not people like me.”

Steve blows the air out of his cheeks slowly, trying to figure out how to keep the anger out of his voice so Eli doesn’t think it’s at him.

Or, Steve comes to terms with his new world, and gains some children in the process.
captainamerica  slash  homophobia  kidfic  homeless  length-medium  fluff  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  cosmicocean  originalcharacter  avengers  team  family  adoption 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Don't Need Reminding I'm Your Worst Mistake - rransom (Scruffy_Wolf) - Check Please! (Webcomic) [Archive of Our Own]
His face is all over magazines again: The Hockey Prodigy Returns. The Hockey Prodigy takes the Eastern Conference by storm. The Hockey Prodigy tells all about his ass workout routine.

You're suddenly old news.

(Or; Kent Parson learns to cope with the fact that Jack doesn't want him anymore).
checkplease  kentparson  pov-2nd  comingout  homophobia  rransom  length-medium  drunk 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Something Like This - emmagrant01 - Check Please! (Webcomic) [Archive of Our Own]
Jack thought his first year in the NHL would be 100% about hockey, but the reality is so much more complicated. (AU where the Goodbye for the Summer comics didn’t happen, because I had already written 80K words of this. But just because it’s canon doesn’t mean we can’t still enjoy long, angsty, get-together stories, amirite?)

Alternate summary, courtesy of Dracavia: What if Bad Bob didn't say anything at graduation?
checkplease  wip  emmagrant01  pining  slash  originalcharacter  jackzimmermann  ericbittle  kentparson  shittyknight  eric/jack  eric/omc  homophobia  comingout  demisexual-jack  family  length-novel 
april 2016 by ratcreature
for all of the perfect things that i doubt - idrilka - Check Please! (Webcomic) [Archive of Our Own]
It’s almost funny. All he ever wanted was to play hockey, to play in the NHL, to win the Cup. This—Samwell, the team, the Haus—was supposed to be just a detour, but now it feels more like a destination he failed to realize he’s already reached.

(Or: Jack signs with the Falconers, graduates, and leaves. It's the hardest thing he's ever done. What comes after is even harder.)
omgcheckplease  idrilka  length-novel  ericbittle  jackzimmermann  kentparson  slash  comingout  socialmedia  eric/jack  kent/jack  homophobia  originalcharacter  pov-multiple  family  pining  angst  mentalillness 
january 2016 by ratcreature
L☆VE - copperbadge - Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve's favorite shirt is at the center of a debate about masculinity, sexuality, and whether or not he did in fact steal it like a thief in the night from Tony.
avengers  slash  fluff  steverogers  steve/tony  comingout  tonystark  homophobia  clothing  length-short 
september 2015 by ratcreature
A Sad Sort of Clanging - LavenderProse - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He wants to explain to Steve that he hopes that someday he'll find the right gal and he won't feel constantly sick to his stomach about what he is and what he wants. That he hopes someday he'll be normal. 
(He doesn't know how to say any of this without telling Steve that he is in love with him, so stupid in love that he can't think sometimes.)

Or: Bucky is lovesick and Steve might be the cure he's looking for.
captainamerica  length-medium  pining  firsttime  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  preserum-steve  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  homophobia  self-loathing  lavenderprose 
march 2015 by ratcreature
Lepidoptera - LavenderProse - Captain America (Movies), Agent Carter (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
"I was chosen for a program. A project. They wanted to make…better soldiers. There was a serum, they injected me with it…put me in a—a cocoon, I guess you would call it. The metamorphosis metaphor wasn't lost on me, trust me, only instead of a butterfly, all that hatched was the same old caterpillar."

The serum fails, but that is not the end of Steve Rogers. In fact, that is only the beginning.
captainamerica  agentcarter  au  preserum-steve  steve/bucky  slash  steverogers  steve-doesnt-freeze  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier  length-medium  experiments  family  homophobia  wwii  steve-isnt-cap  shjield  peggycarter  lavenderprose  originstory 
march 2015 by ratcreature
You got that medicine I need - SkyisGray - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky was trying to enter his room.

Bucky is a wildcard right now.

Bucky could have been seeking Steve’s help, but there is as much of a chance, Steve admits, that he was trying to kill or capture him.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  post-movie  wintersoldier  recovery  skyisgray  amnesia  pov-steve  pov-bucky  samwilson  h/c  protective-bucky  homophobia  pining  pining!steve  self-loathing  length-medium 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Angels with Dirty Faces - notallbees, tinzelda - Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When Steve’s mother is diagnosed with tuberculosis, Bucky makes it his mission to take care of him after she’s gone. They both scrape to make ends meet in the wake of her death, but Bucky always makes sure he scrapes just a little harder. That’s what good friends do.
captamerica  steve/bucky  pre-war  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  bucky/ofc  het  bucky/omc  firsttime  homophobia  tinzelda  notallbees  length-long  sarahrogers 
november 2014 by ratcreature
All Along the Watchtower - hetrez - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier tries to incept himself into being Bucky Barnes. As a general plan, it goes very badly. As a way to reunite him with Steve Rogers and work out some of their interpersonal conflict, it goes pretty okay.
captainamerica  inception  crossover  length-long  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  dreams  recovery  memories  dog  angst  homophobia  hetrez  mariahill  natasharomanov 
november 2014 by ratcreature
My Best Girl - bob-genghis-khan (idek_idic) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
'Tell you what,' Bucky said, his arm coming out to push Steve gently further into the sidewalk as a car trundled past, spraying some of the icy slush up into the air. 'We'll head in again next week, alright? And you'll dance if I have to dance with you myself.'

Steve laughed at that, a short huff of humor followed by a couple of light coughs. He swiped at his forehead, flattening his part. 'That'll be a sight,' he said, but honestly thought that if there were anyone he'd like to dance with, it'd be Bucky.

 
Steve and Bucky, rooftops and dancing, crossdressing and porn, and little else.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  crossdressing  dancing  preserum-steve  pre-war  during-movie  wwii  homophobia  sexualidentitycrisis  firsttime  bob-genghis-khan 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Telling - hobbitdragon - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
I love Peggy/Steve/Bucky, but I could never imagine how on earth the conversation would go in which he told her. Then I woke up this morning with a few lines in my head and this ficlet wrote itself. 
*
“I like you a whole lot,” Steve admits, and the heat under his collar tells him he’s blushing from forehead to nipples under his uniform and all the way out to his ears. Dratted pale Irish skin. “But the truth is that there’s someone else, has been for a long, long time.”
captainamerica  het  impliedslash  steve/peggy  steverogers  steve/bucky  comingout  homophobia  hobbitdragon  length-short  awkwardness  bisexuality 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Work Up a Sweat - storiesfortravellers - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve knows he needs to try something new after watching Bucky work out -- specifically he needs to buy a different kind of porn.

Set pre-Captain America in Brooklyn. Unrequited and possibly one-sided Steve/Bucky.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  unrequitted  pining  pining!steve  porn  storiesfortravellers  length-short  homophobia 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Every Picture Tells a Story - gwyneth rhys (gwyneth) - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky worked the bag a while longer before collapsing on the floor, chest heaving, lips glistening as he licked them. This was provocation, Steve was certain. If he couldn’t get Steve to admit to his perversion, then Bucky would find a way to tease it out of him.
captainamerica  preserum-steve  slash  steverogers  steve/bucky  buckybarnes  pining  misunderstanding  gwyneth  porn  angst  length-short  pining!steve  homophobia 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Embers, Not Ashes - BewareTheIdes15 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“You okay?”

The outline of Steve’s hands, balled into fists inside his pockets, looks too sharp despite the wool barrier. His nice pants. Standing there in his fucking church clothes and all it makes Bucky want is to walk over there and rub him through them until he’s in just as much of a state as Bucky is.

The laugh that catapults out of Bucky’s mouth tastes like bile. “Nope.”
captainamerica  steve/bucky  pwp  slash  length-short  bewaretheldes15  steverogers  buckybarnes  publicsex  homophobia  dirtytalk  pov-bucky 
september 2014 by ratcreature
And The Rest Was History - tomato_greens - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"It was, at its heart, a love story."

- Brown, Delilah. A Grand Affair: The Secret Romance That Saved a Nation. New York: Doubleday, 2011. Print.
captamerica  slash  wip  documentation  multimedia  academia  socialmedia  letters  preserum-steve  pre-war  wwii  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  steverogers  wintersoldier  tomato_greens  homophobia 
august 2014 by ratcreature
Even More So - bomberqueen17 - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky Barnes comes to terms with what it means that Steve's in love with a woman.
Peggy, on the other hand, thinks they can make this work out just fine.

It could have a happy ending, but since this is Captain America, it just has a sad unresolved one. But if you like, you can AU it to your own fix-it happy of what could have been. At least in this case, I take no responsibility for the angst.

mild tws: not exactly suicidal thoughts, but close. period-appropriate inward-directed mild homophobia/denial.
captainamerica  buckybarnes  peggycarter  het  slash  length-short  steve/bucky/peggy  steve/bucky  steve/peggy  introspection  homophobia  pining  self-loathing  pov-bucky  negotiation  bomberqueen17 
july 2014 by ratcreature
Our Perceived Realities - SkyisGray - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky Barnes has always lived at the edge of Steve’s map. From grade school to church to this foul-smelling dock job, where Bucky heaves crates around and Steve counts figures in the dark, cool office, they’ve always been close enough to be aware of each other but too far to strike up any real friendship.

They’ve lived in the same neighborhood among the same stock of beaten-down Irish immigrants their whole lives, and they’ve had three proper conversations.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  au  buckybarnes  pre-war  wwii  howlingcommandoes  pining  length-long  pining-bucky  pining-steve  secretidentity  findingout  misunderstanding  preserum-steve  pov-steve  skyisgray  friendship  homophobia 
july 2014 by ratcreature
I'm the First In Line (Honey I'm Still Free) - vodkaanddebauchery - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
He’s not gonna say that he’s smiling just because it’s June in New York City, and he’s walking down the street holding his boyfriend’s hand and wearing rainbow suspenders.
captainamerica  steverogers  buckybarnes  slash  humor  fluff  gaypride  homophobia  comingout  steve/bucky  pov-steve  length-short  vodkaanddebauchery 
june 2014 by ratcreature
絶望な|女 | zetsubonna - steve as jc leyendecker and bucky as charles beach WHOSE HANDSOME FACE AND SCULPTED BODY SERVE AS STEVE'S MODEL FOR THE INFAMOUS ARROW COLLAR MAN
Anonymous said: steve as jc leyendecker and bucky as charles beach WHOSE HANDSOME FACE AND SCULPTED BODY SERVE AS STEVE'S MODEL FOR THE INFAMOUS ARROW COLLAR MAN

Oh, fuck you. I said: no research, no betas. YOU HAD ONE JOB, ANON.
captainamerica  zetsubonna  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  length-short  comingout  homophobia  art  leyendecker  impliedhet  steve/peggy  peggycarter 
june 2014 by ratcreature
avengers assemble - 23
Steve's gay and he's been hiding it from the beginning and continues to hide it even after he wakes up in the 21st century. Then he gets a boyfriend - doesn't really matter who (could be Tony, could be Sam, could be 

[spoilers]

, could even be Thor) and, naturally, has sex with him at his place - which HYDRA has bugged with hidden cameras and they make a recording of him having sex with his male lover. Then they release it on the Internet.
captainamerica  avengers  slash  steve/bucky  establishedrelationship  steverogers  buckybarnes  tonystark  samwilson  homophobia  comingout  sextape  hydra  length-short  twitter  media 
may 2014 by ratcreature
Gravitation - Odsbodkins - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"He couldn't remember when he first started feeling the pull. Perhaps it was too long ago, or perhaps it had been gradual, something that crept up on him. But by the time he was sixteen, Bucky knew that the axis of his world spun around Steve Rogers in the worst possible way."

Inspired by finding out that in the prequel comics for Captain America: The First Avenger, Steve and Bucky are in art class when the news breaks about Pearl Harbor.
captainamerica  pining  slash  steve/bucky  steverogers  buckybarnes  pre-war  wwii  odsbodkins  artschool  bucky/ofc  pining-bucky  homophobia  pov-bucky  h/c  sick-steve  length-medium 
may 2014 by ratcreature
Nihil Novi - Quietbang - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
The year is 1954.
The first mass vaccination of children for polio begins in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.
American officials announce that a hydrogen bomb test has been conducted on the island of Bikini Atoll.
In Vietnam, the First Indochina War draws to a close, leaving chaos in its wake that will result in yet another war, while in America, Senator Jospeh McCarthy begins hearings investigating the US Army for being 'soft' on Communism.
In New York City, surgical resident and Korean War veteran Charles Xavier is feeling increasingly disconnected from the world around him, save for the children that he helps treat. All of this changes with the arrival of a nameless man pulled out of the Hudson, whom Charles finds himself increasingly drawn to.
There's just one problem. He's in a coma, and knows Charles only as the mysterious and irritating force who helps to calm his dreams.

A powered, pre-canon, hospital AU
x-men  au  1950s  pre-canon  quietbang  length-medium  au-ends-up-near-canon  eriklehnsherr  charlesxavier  angst  coma  pts  magda  moira  logan  dreams  telepathy  seancassidy  alexsummers  hankmccoy  hospital  injured-erik  injury  pov-xavier  homophobia  charles/erik  slash  impliedhet  erik/magda  reversebang  bigbang 
july 2012 by ratcreature
This Harbour (that we call home) - nekosmuse, verilyvexed - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
It's hard not to get swept away by Charles' enthusiasm. The idea of finding others like him--of belonging--is seductive, but it is the thought of spending his life at this man's side that decides it. Crane or man, Erik cannot help but fall into Charles' orbit.

An alternate meeting loosely based on the Japanese folktale, The Crane Wife.
x-men  fanart  bigbang  reversebang  slash  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  pov-erik  au  transformation  crane  holocaust  pts  nekosmuse  verilyvexed  norway  length-novel  1960s  homophobia  angst  fishing  injury  injured-xavier  h/c 
july 2012 by ratcreature
Faith - Yahtzee - X-Men: First Class (2011), X-Men - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Many of the pressures in Charles Xavier's life -- the sacrifices Erik and Charles make to be together -- the constant tension of being closeted -- Charles' relationship to the Church he once served as a priest -- his distance from his sister -- come to the forefront in 1967. Because in that year, for Charles, peace is no longer an option.
x-men  au  slash  sequel  series  yahtzee  wip  vietnam  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  charles/erik  priest-xavier  militarytraining  jeangrey  homophobia  adoption  raven  angst  darwin  unrequitted  letters  injury  injured-xavier 
april 2012 by ratcreature
Paralyzer - Yahtzee - X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
In 1965, Erik Lehnsherr has infiltrated the NYPD for his own purposes -- but his powers make him a brilliant detective. Yet that's not why FBI agent Charles Xavier has sought him out. It's because the mysterious killer they're both trying to find is murdering people like them: other mutants.

Their search for a madman binds them together. Their inner demons may tear them apart. But the greatest danger comes when the killer they're looking for looks back ...
x-men  au  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  fbi  raven  slash  yahtzee  detective-erik  police  agent-xavier  mutant-politics  alexsummers  moira  darwin  firstmeeting  homophobia  serialkiller  pov-erik  pov-xavier  pov-multiple  1960s  length-novel  charles/erik 
january 2012 by ratcreature
I Ache for the Feeling - afrocurl - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Erik can’t help but compare his relationship with Charles to the only other positive romantic relationship he’s ever known—his mother and father’s. Even though the two relationships are poles apart, they still have love in common.
x-men  slash  secret_mutant  length-short  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  introspection  flashbacks  homophobia  charles/erik  during-firstclass 
january 2012 by ratcreature
Erotic Theories of Mechanical Engineering - Pookaseraph - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Charles loves Tony, he really does, but the boy makes his life difficult. His best friend dating his boyfriend's sister has definitely complicated his own lovelife. Charles also loves Erik, he really does, but while the emotional intimacy is bang on the decided lack of progress in the physical department has left him a little... antsy. Charles confronts Erik over the backwards movement in their relationship when it comes to sex, and is forced to confront the fact that he's not the only person grappling with issues in their new relationship.
x-men  au  series  non-mutant-au  college  ironman  tonystark  eriklehnsherr  anyalehnsherr  disability  homophobia  pookaseraph  firsttime  modern-au  length-short  awkwardsextalk  angst  slash  charles/erik 
january 2012 by ratcreature
secret_mutant: [FIC] "Don't Bother With Alice," a gift for ladywilde80!
"I want to go out. Erik, I want to go out. But I’m…wondering if you’d like to go with me. To where I’d want to go."
Christopher Street, The Boys, and The 60's. Possible canon goodness. Enjoy.
x-men  slash  bar  during-firstclass  homophobia  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  charles/erik  secret_mutant  length-short  drugs  possessive-erik 
january 2012 by ratcreature
Locus Classicus - BIG BANG 2011: MASTER POST (ERIK/CHARLES; NC-17)
The late 1950s and early 60s were an idyllic time. Haslemere School, and Windsor House in particular, was obsessed with cricket, midnight feasts, rugby, tunnelling from the House to the dining hall, cricket, winning the House competition, committing the perfect prank, and cricket. The new Housemasters, Lehnsherr and Xavier, were young, handsome, good at sports, tolerably interesting in lessons, and actually seemed to care about their charges, something which could not previously be relied upon.

Meanwhile, a woman couldn't open a bank account in her own name, divorce required proof of adultery, the empire was breaking up, and homosexuality was not merely illegal, but classified an 'unnatural offence'. A peaceful life for all was never an option.
x-men  slash  bigbang  eriklehnsherr  charlesxavier  charles/erik  non-mutant-au  au  school  teachers  teacher-erik  teacher-xavier  arysteia  wip  homophobia  raven  sebastianshaw 
january 2012 by ratcreature
Heller Als Tausend Sonnen - Cylin - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Erik has a tin box no bigger than a shoe box with all that he holds dear and simultaneously hates with a passion.

He keeps his passport in there, the coin, his knife, which he brought back from Argentina, his gun, a piece of blue and white striped fabric wrapped around a lock of hair – Magda, he thinks and his heart aches – and on the bottom, underneath a much thumbed postcard of Lady Liberty, tucked away from prying eyes and fingers, lies a yellow star with a pink triangle sewn over it.
x-men  slash  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  charles/erik  firsttime  wip  cylin  homophobia  h/c  telepathy  self-loathing  angst 
january 2012 by ratcreature
A Deeper Season - Etirabys - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
(nonmutant AU) Charles Xavier- rich, introverted, and academic- begins his senior year of high school in 1962. Erik Lehnsherr, despite his own efforts, is the first person to properly reach out to him. Both are astonished to find a human being on the other side.
x-men  bigbang  non-mutant-au  slash  charlesxavier  charles/erik  eriklehnsherr  angst  au  highschool  teacher-erik  student-xavier  etirabys  1960s  homophobia  length-long  childabuse  gambit  pov-xavier  pov-3rd  moira  pov-erik 
december 2011 by ratcreature
A Measure of Progress - Quietbang - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
For the following prompt on X-Men First Kink: tl;dr- exploration of what being a gay telepath during the 60s would have been like, and erik and raven's reactions to finding that out.
x-men  angst  wip  slash  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  charles/erik  comingout  homophobia  chess  quietbang  holocaust  raven  au  post-firstclass 
november 2011 by ratcreature
I'm blind every mile that your burn - akaya - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
He'd been to prison before. For killing a man that he didn't even know the name of. He can't remember how it happened, or rather, he's rather glad he doesn't remember, because he doesn't need additional guilt. He already knows he's an abomination of nature, a sick freak, who doesn't deserve to live with the rest of the society.
x-men  slash  alexsummers  charles/erik  darwin  alex/darwin  angst  homophobia  length-short  akaya  darwin-survived  characterstudy  pov-alex  pov-3rd  self-loathing 
november 2011 by ratcreature
Let Freedom Ring - apolesen - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Two arrivals to Xavier’s School for Gifted Youngsters coincide - Jason Stryker, a child branded a freak because of his psychic powers, and Erik Lehnsherr, wanted terrorist and old friend of the professor. Jason is there as his father wants him cured - Erik claims that he has gone rogue from his own renegades. As tensions rise between mutants and humans, as well as between the suddenly reunited friends, who can truly be trusted?
x-men  length-novel  post-firstclass  reconcilliation  slash  apolesen  charlesxavier  charles/erik  eriklehnsherr  telepathy  jasonstryker  angst  hallucination  firsttime  homophobia  disability  alexsummers  hankmccoy  impliedhet  erik/raven  school  psychology  bleak  experiments  breakup  erik-returns-then-leaves  brotherhoodofmutants  jeangrey 
november 2011 by ratcreature
ginbitch - Fic: The Heart's Dark Crossroads (XMFC, Erik/Charles, NC 17)
Erik and Charles bonding during the mutant collecting tour, getting to know each other, etc. with a request for first time sex, philosophical discussion, time period relevant detail and Charles being a nerd. The prompter concluded "I like happy endings".
x-men  angst  slash  charlesxavier  charles/erik  eriklehnsherr  during-movie  roadtrip  recruiting  homophobia  ginbitch  pov-erik  pov-xavier  telepathy  dreams  length-short  firsttime 
october 2011 by ratcreature
All Along the Watchtower - NezumiPi - X-Men (Movies), X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
A series of vignettes expanding the story of the First Class movie, mostly focused on the relationship between Charles and Erik. Philosophy, agony, sarcasm, profanity.
x-men  nezumiPi  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  sebastianshaw  flashbacks  during-movie  h/c  experiments  torture  pov-xavier  pts  pov-erik  alexsummers  raven  telepathy  dreams  homophobia  charles/erik  slash  length-novel  au  erik-stays  childabuse  cainmarko  recruiting 
october 2011 by ratcreature
Love - apolesen - X-Men: First Class (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
Months after the Cuban Missile Crisis, Hank starts to realise how deeply Erik’s departure has affected the professor, and what it implies about their leader.
x-men  slash  impliedhet  charlesxavier  charles/erik  post-firstclass  homophobia  pov-hank  hankmccoy  alexsummers  seancassidy  hank/raven  length-short  apolesen 
september 2011 by ratcreature
Triangles by zombieboyband
It is a truth (almost) universally acknowledged that a single man sucking dick is more gay than a man getting his dick sucked. This is why Charles Xavier's knees are scuffing against cheap hotel carpet, why his palms are pressed against thin hotel wallpaper. It isn't the first time he's been in this position, and it isn't even his first time with Erik. It's never been the other way around, but here's the thing about Charles: he's willing to take one for the team.
x-men  slash  homophobia  zombieboyband  eriklehnsherr  during-movie  telepathy  charlesxavier  pov-xavier  pov-3rd  flashbacks  firsttime  holocaust  charles/erik  angst  length-short  bar  self-loathing 
august 2011 by ratcreature
1stclass_kink: Prompt Post: ROUND SEVEN
Searchlight [Charles/Erik, AU, TW: dehumanization, torture, homophobia, ableism] 1/4
x-men  au  creepy  dark  experiments  science  report  charlesxavier  eriklehnsherr  torture  homophobia  dehumanization  captive  pov-hank  letterfic  length-short  cerebro 
august 2011 by ratcreature
feverbeats | Fic: You Told Me Again You Preferred Handsome Men, But For Me You Would Make an Exception
He's been asked to trust a lot of men in his life, and he isn't about to let his response change just because he's developed feelings for one of them.
x-men  slash  charles/erik  length-short  pov-erik  pov-xavier  telepathy  firsttime  homophobia  comingout  mindcontrol  mutantpower-sex  feverbeats 
july 2011 by ratcreature
Past Tense Chapter 1: Prologue, a x-men: the movie fanfic - FanFiction.Net
This is the X-men fic I wrote for NaNoWriMo. It is 50,000 words and will be posted by chapter. It is an AU and is something of a mixture of comic and movieverse, but is set early enough that it isn't really an issue. I don't own Charles or Erik or the concept of mutants, but the ownership of everything else is debatable.

Some of Charles' most haunting nightmares had been ones in which he, too, had been in the concentration camps. He was still chased by a persistent doubt - if he had lived through what Erik had, would he still be certain his way was the right one?
x-men  au  slash  eriklehnsherr  charlesxavier  flashbacks  wwii  h/c  recovery  pts  charles/erik  skullbearer  angst  length-novel  starvation  captive  homophobia  firsttime 
july 2011 by ratcreature
Semper Fidelis by Dwimordene - Stories - Henneth Annûn
A sequel to "Not In Our Stars" (though you need not read this for that story to be complete--find it under "To Unwrite Them") in which I try to deal with the ins and outs of temptation, love, commitment, indiscretions, and authority among Rangers and their community. Turns on the standard slash h/c scenario while attempting to undermine it. Needless to say, given that, it's very angsty. Sex is explicit (but not graphic).
lotr  angst  slash  sequel  dwimordene  underage  pining-halbarad  halbarad  aragorn  originalcharacter  aragorn/halbarad  halbarad/omc  homophobia  infidelity  dunedain  length-medium  pov-halbarad  pov-oc 
january 2011 by ratcreature
SGA Big Bang: "Hooke's Law" by Zinnith
Five years ago, Major John Sheppard read a novel and fell in love with the author, one M.R. McKay. His life has changed a lot since then. He might not be able to fly anymore, but he has a job he loves and he just moved into a new house together with his b
sga  slash  establishedrelationship  zinnith  earthside  homophobia  bigbang  au  mckay/sheppard  pts  ex-military!sheppard  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  impliedhet  carson/laura  carsonbeckett  beckett/cadman  series  author-rodney  stalker  mentalillness  originalcharacter  pov-sheppard  pov-3rd  length-novel  injured-sheppard  insomnia 
november 2009 by ratcreature
Outlaws, Aliens and Mutants - SGA fic -- Shadows
Next in my Convergence Series, when John has a disturbing encounter with his own subconscious projection of Acastus Kolya, both he and Teyla must face the shadows they have tried to avoid, shadows that test them and their commitment to each other.
sga  series  episoderelated  artaxastra  het  john/teyla  johnsheppard  teylaemmagan  ep-sga-05x15-remnants  angst  pov-3rd  pov-teyla  length-short  tense-present  memories  pts  dadt  homophobia  impotence  establishedrelationship 
august 2009 by ratcreature
L-Space Excursions - Recruitment Strategy
In the short time since he became military commander of Atlantis, Colonel Cameron Mitchell has faced killer robots, psychic whales, exploding suns, and the weird green stuff in the mess. Now he discovers that John Sheppard, his vice commander and partner,
sga  slash  lorne/parrish  atlantis  sheppard/mitchell  dadt  series  slybrarian  series-discontinuity  homophobia  comingout  lgbtfest  length-short  pov-mitchell  pov-3rd  lorne  cameronmitchell  johnsheppard  parrish  humor  tense-past 
april 2009 by ratcreature
N.O.R.W.I.C.H. by Kat Reitz and Tzigane
Of course he'd be a dean or something, because he couldn't see, so he couldn't fly. And there Rodney was, in the Air Force and probably doing everything John had wanted to do. Fucker.
sga  slash  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  mckay/sheppard  au  earthside  military-rodney  katreitz  tzigane  caldwell  jackoneill  samanthacarter  impliedhet  rodney/katie  spaceship  dadt  length-novel  pov-multiple  pov-3rd  pov-rodney  pov-sheppard  pov-carter  carsonbeckett  writer-sheppard  food  originalcharacter  college  geek!john  tense-past  romance  radekzelenka  homophobia  comingout  establishedrelationship 
january 2009 by ratcreature
busaikko - Three Times John Sheppard Woke Up in the Infirmary (and one time he didn't) (4300 words) (busaikko)
Total Canon AU, post-Vegas (preair version). Um. One would think the title self-explanatory. No? Okay. . . Four things busaikko would give Detective Sheppard if she could. Because we all know I'm a sucker for the happy endings. No, really.
sga  busaikko  earthside  h/c  canon-altuniverse  episoderelated  ep-sga-05x19-vegas  angst  jackoneill  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  atlantis  injury  injured-sheppard  paralleluniverses  injured-rodney  allergy  melena  wraith  caldwell  lorne  elizabethweir  promotion  slash  mckay/sheppard  meetingfamily  jeanniemckay  length-short  pov-sheppard  pov-3rd  tense-past  fivethings  homophobia  futurefic 
january 2009 by ratcreature
sga_santa: Fic: Liminal (McKay/Sheppard, NC-17)
AU. England, 1946: the war is over, and John Sheppard has nowhere to go. The new Atlantis community, founded by Mrs Elizabeth Weir out on the bleak east coast, is as good a place as any ...
sga  slash  firsttime  au  wwii  atlantis  mckay/sheppard  length-novel  pov-multiple  pov-3rd  pov-sheppard  pov-rodney  pov-teyla  pov-ronon  paralleluniverses  dimensionalportal  ghost  colony  earthside  ex-military!sheppard  elizabethweir  lorne  atlantis-back-on-earth  ancienttech  homophobia  postwar  seasons  farming  trading  rodneymckay  ronondex  teylaemmagan  simon  sga_santa  tense-past  lauracadman  carsonbeckett  radekzelenka  music  historical  viva_gloria 
december 2008 by ratcreature
sga_santa: Fic: A new history of Captain John Sheppard Part 1 of 2 (McKay/Sheppard, PG)
September 1811, Halifax, Nova Scotia: His Majesty's Aerial Corps stand ready to welcome new additions to their number; an expedition late of the Antipodes. SGA/Temeraire crossover. Spoilers for the Temeraire novels, 1-5 (beware ye dragons!)
temeraire  sga  sga_santa  slash  mckay/sheppard  historical  crossover  au  fusion  firsttime  au-historical  dragons  laurence  yenta  yenta!dragon  homophobia  johnsheppard  rodneymckay  originalcharacter  teylaemmagan  ronondex  pov-sheppard  pov-3rd  length-medium  tense-past  war  injured-rodney  injury  sheafrotherdon 
december 2008 by ratcreature
The Water Grinds the Stone
War and peace, ebb and flow, love and loss, damned duty and dearest enemies, end and begin and come around again. When the Stargate Program goes public, old loyalties are set against new ambitions for the Atlantis team.
sga  sg-1  bigbang  auburn  futurefic  slash  h/c  angst  establishedrelationship  mckay/sheppard  sgc-goes-public  wraith-gone  atlantis  earthside  plague  ancienttech  zpm-search  dadt  homophobia  religion  atagene  genetherapy  politics  promotion  ioa  hatecrime  lucianalliance  ancientoutpost  betrayal  clones  clone!oneill  sabotage  music  nobelprize  torture  teleportation  alienculture  atlantis-governed-by-pegasus  treason  healing  spaceship  spacebattle  siege  invasion  antarctica  assassination  breakup  team  vala  kidnapping 
august 2008 by ratcreature
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