oxoniensis + angst   164

I Sold My Hands For Food So Please Feed me by Loki (Supernatural, Dean, Sam, vid)
Song: I Sold My Hands For Food So Please Feed me
Artist: Get Well Soon
Summary: "We're in this together - we'll always be".
Length: 4:57
File Size: 131 MB
Links: YouTube | Download 131 MB
Supernatural  video  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  gen  angst 
december 2011 by oxoniensis
the morning after by vinylroad (Little Women, Jo/Laurie, teen, 3,800 words)
She is the first to teach Laurie how to catch a horse.

Hand flat. Let her see your palm.

His eyes are full of wonder when the mare steps forward and nuzzles his palm. He listens to Jo's directions, slipping the halter over the mare's head and snapping on the lead shank. The mare - a stout quarter horse - follows him out of the paddock.

Three days later, Jo returns to her room to find a leatherbound copy of The Black Stallion under her pillow.
Little-Women  fiction  Jo-March  Theodore-Laurence  Laurie/Jo  AU  het  angst 
december 2011 by oxoniensis
Rolling in the Deep by arefadedaway (X-Men, Charles/Erik, vid)
Song: Rolling in the Deep
Artist: Adele
Fandom: X-Men Movie Series (X-Men, X2: X-Men United, X3: The Last Stand, X-Men: First Class)
Details: 4:03 minutes, 52.3 MB, avi
Summary: "And I will always be there, old friend." Charles Xavier and Erik Lehnsherr, from beginning to end.
X-Men  video  Charles-Xavier  Erik-Lehnsherr  Charles/Erik  angst  slash  gen 
november 2011 by oxoniensis
Never Tear Us Apart by maichan808 (X-Men: First Class, Erik/Charles, PG, vid)
Title: Never Tear Us Apart Music: "Never Tear Us Apart" by Beck Record Club (featuring St. Vincent) Pairing: Erik/Charles (X-Men: First Class) Length: 3:23 Rating: PG Warnings: Angsty emo manpain Summary: We could live for a thousand years...
X-Men  video  Erik-Lehnsherr  Charles-Xavier  Charles/Erik  slash  romance  angst 
october 2011 by oxoniensis
Shatter by Aria (Thor (2011), Thor/Loki, ensemble, explicit, 32,309 words)
"Loki," Odin says, heavy with disappointment and regret for all he has to raise his voice, "Odinson. I cast you out."
Thor(2011)  Thor  Loki  Loki/Thor  slash  AU  angst  firsttime 
september 2011 by oxoniensis
This Gold Thread by verasteine (Sherlock, John/Sherlock, PG, 1984 words)
She had studied the Legend of John more than any other. Now one of the protagonists of that story is standing in front of her in the flesh.
Sherlock  fiction  Holmes/Watson  Holmes  OFC  AU  slash  angst 
june 2011 by oxoniensis
Silence by aycheb (Minority Report, ensemble, vid)
Title: Silence
Artist: Portishead
Movie: Minority Report
Format: DivX
Size: 52.9 MB
Summary: I’m tired of the future
Minority-Report  video  gen  angst  ensemble 
june 2011 by oxoniensis
With My Feet Toward the Stars by rinsbane (Star Trek, Kirk/Spock, R, 33,000 words)
At age five, Spock informs his mother that it is illogical to wish him “sweet dreams” at bedtime because Vulcans do not dream. “Oh, Spock,” she says.
Star-Trek  fiction  Kirk/Spock  Kirk  Spock  ensemble  slash  angst  firsttime 
may 2011 by oxoniensis
synapse to synapse by proofpudding (Supernatural, Sam, ensemble, vid)
summary: The way things fall.
music: eternal sorrow. two steps from hell.
size/format/length: 15MB, wmv, 1:40
Supernatural  video  Sam-Winchester  ensemble  gen  angst 
may 2011 by oxoniensis
War Drums by kinoksana (Sherlock, John, Sherlock, R, vid)
Song by A Perfect Circle
Summary: "You're not haunted by the war. You miss it".
Stream or 73 MB download.
Sherlock  video  Sherlock-Holmes  Watson  gen  angst 
february 2011 by oxoniensis
all your good intentions by vinylroad (Fringe, Lincoln/Olivia, Charlie, R, 4,755 words)
Charlie ducks his head into Lincoln's office. He quirks an eyebrow at them. "Hey kiddos, enough with the foreplay. Astrid's got a lock on the shifter."

"I love it when you patronize me, Charlie. Gets me so hot," Lincoln quips, his hand leaving her leg and reaching for the gun resting on top of a pile of paper work, sliding it into the holster attached to his belt.

The grin Charlie shoots Lincoln is the sort that only he can get away with: a little shiteater, a little playful. "I know you supervisor types. You like to be topped."

Lincoln blows him a kiss.

You laugh. You've missed this.
Fringe  fiction  Lincoln/Olivia  Charlie-Francis  Lincoln-Lee  Olivia-Dunham  het  romance  angst 
february 2011 by oxoniensis
Family Business by newkidfan (Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, Sam, vid (+ Art by aesc)
AU: assassin!Cas, FBI!Dean | Music by Erik Satie. Art by aesc

He put on justice as a breastplate, and a helmet of salvation upon his head. / He put on the garments of vengeance, and was clad with zeal as a cloak.
Supernatural  video  art  Dean-Winchester  Castiel  Dean/Castiel  Sam-Winchester  slash  angst  AU 
february 2011 by oxoniensis
Something You Miss by fiddleyoumust (Generation Kill, Brad/Nate, NC-17, 11,000 words)
It starts like this. The day after Nate's paddle party Brad meets him for drinks in a bar down the street from Nate's apartment. Brad has one beer, a Red Stripe that's so cold the bottle is sweating before their waitress gets it on the table. Nate has two shots of Patron-- no lime, no salt.

Brad says, "You wanna get out of here?"

Nate licks his bottom lip and stands up.
GenerationKill  fiction  Brad-Colbert  Brad/Nate  Nate-Fick  slash  angst  firsttime 
december 2010 by oxoniensis
Someone on Whom by catslash (Doctor Who/Sherlock, Watson, Holmes, Saxon, PG, 2,400 words)
It takes months for the package to reach England from South Africa. Smuggling anything is hard enough as it is under the watchful - and sadistic - gaze of the Toclafane; even something simple, food or cigarettes or a bottle of booze, will get a person killed if they're caught.

Doctor John Watson isn't sure what would happen to someone caught smuggling a lightning-fried Toclafane, but he'd bet it would involve a not-very-pleasant trip to the Valiant to meet Harold Saxon in person.
Sherlock  Dr-Who  fiction  Sherlock-Holmes  Watson  Master  gen  crossover  angst 
november 2010 by oxoniensis
all I need is a place to lie by figletofvenice (Generation Kill, Ray, Walt, R, 10,446 words)
When Joshua Ray joins the paratroopers, he tells his ma that the extra fifteen dollars will do them some good – what with there being another baby on the way, and the war leaving everybody cutting corners.
GenerationKill  fiction  Ray-Person  Walt-Hasser  gen  AU  angst 
august 2010 by oxoniensis
too much like the world we're stuck in by anowlinsunshine (Inception, Arthur/Eames, soft R, 4,375 words)
The first thing Eames does when he wakes up on the shore of Limbo is squint a bit at the crumbling city skyline.
Inception  fiction  Arthur  Eames  Arthur/Eames  slash  angst 
august 2010 by oxoniensis
He Will Chase You by lolachrome (Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, Sam, Anna, vid)
Description: An apocalyptic noir. If you run, he will chase you, 'cause he is the Lord. Dean/Castiel
Music: Sufjan Stevens "Seven Swans"
Download link: 64.2MB download, or youtube stream
Supernatural  video  Dean/Castiel  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  Anna  Castiel  ensemble  angst  slash  gen 
june 2010 by oxoniensis
Eats You Up Inside by nightanddaze (Generation Kill/Day of the Dead (2008), Brad/Bud, NC-17, 1,366 words)
Brad looks up, and he stares. It’s Nate. Or it would be if Nate went back in time a few years, taught himself to give off pussy vibes and then joined the Army.
GenerationKill  DayoftheDead  fiction  Brad-Colbert  Bud-Crain  Ray-Person  slash  crossover  angst  firsttime 
february 2010 by oxoniensis
Triumvirate by jane-potter (Avatar (2009), Jake/Neytiri/Tsu'tey, adult, 1,182 words)
"We are one in Eywa, all of us-- and only one when we are three," Neytiri finishes, the low melodic words making Jake's heart ache deep in his chest. "Eywa cares only for the balance, even when strange things must happen to preserve it."
Avatar  fiction  Jake  Sully/Neytiri/Tsu'tey  PWP  angst  romance  threesome  het  slash 
february 2010 by oxoniensis
The Stomach for Killing by romanticalgirl (Generation Kill, Brad, Ray, Nate, PG-13, 906 words)
“It happens, Brad.”

“Thank you for your insight, sir.” Brad’s the only one who can get away with being a complete smart-ass to the LT, and that’s not even all the time, but apparently Fick’s feeling generous tonight.
GenerationKill  fiction  Brad-Colbert  Ray-Person  Nate-Fick  gen  angst 
february 2010 by oxoniensis
Always Ourselves We Find in the Sea by nightanddaze (Generation Kill, Brad/Nate, R, 1,629 words)
When the rain stops Nate says something against Brad’s neck and he means it, although he doesn’t think Brad hears until Brad’s hand falls onto the back of his neck, heavy like Nate shot him.
GenerationKill  fiction  Brad/Nate  Brad-Colbert  Nate-Fick  slash  angst 
january 2010 by oxoniensis
Over the Rainbow by chaila43 (Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Sarah, John, vid)
Music: Judy Garland//The Wizard of Oz OS
Summary: Sarah daydreams.
STREAM (Bam) | DOWNLOAD (4shared, .avi 33MB) | Alternative download link (Mediafire)
SCC  video  Sarah-Connor  John-Connor  angst  gen 
october 2009 by oxoniensis
All is Full of Love by obsessive24 and Nina H. (True Blood, Godric & Eric, vid)
Song/Artist: All is Full of Love by Björk
Duration: 3:29 minutes
Summary: Godric's message to Eric.
Spoilers: 2x01 to 2x10, incidental spoilers for season 1.
Download: AVI version, Xvid, 50.65MB | WMV version, 16.98MB
True-Blood  video  Eric/Godric  gen  slash  angst 
october 2009 by oxoniensis
so in love with the wrong world by proofpudding (Supernatural, Bela, Dean, vid)
summary: Felt it in my fist, in my feet, in the hollows of my eyelids.
music: blinding. florence + the machine.
size/format/length: 23.60MB, wmv, 1:50
Supernatural  video  Bela  Dean  gen  angst 
september 2009 by oxoniensis
Human & Monster by newkidfan (Supernatural, Sam, Dean, Castiel, vidlets)
Human | Dean & Castiel. Episodic vidlet for Lucifer Rising (4.22). Can be gen or slash depending on your goggles.
+ Download (xvid, 19.24mb, 1:25min; mediafire)
+ Stream on BAM

Monster | Sam & Dean. Episodic vidlet for When The Levee Breaks (4.21) and Lucifer Rising (4.22). Can be gen or slash depending on your goggles.
+ Download (xvid, 17.22mb, 1:20min; mediafire)
+ Stream on BAM
Supernatural  video  Sam-Winchester  Dean-Winchester  Castiel  gen  angst  slash 
september 2009 by oxoniensis
Dancers by orange_crushed (TSCC, John and Cameron, G, 1,086 words)
There's a battery-powered lamp about ten feet in from the doorway, sitting on the floor. It casts a net of light about knee-high, in which a handful of shadows are moving. It takes Harper a second to realize that they are actually ankles, the ankles of two people as they walk across the floor- slowly, oddly, and now backwards, and then forward and back again. It takes Harper another second to recognize that they are dancing.
SCC  fiction  John-Connor  Cameron  John/Cameron  gen  het  futurefic  angst 
september 2009 by oxoniensis
Little Shadow by Hollycomb (Star Trek: Reboot, Sulu/Chekov, NC-17, ~42,000 words)
Sulu is Chekov's roommate at the Academy. Sulu is not happy about being saddled with a kid for a roommate, but eventually they become friends. Chekov falls in love with Sulu, and everything falls apart.
Star-Trek  fiction  Chekov  Sulu  Sulu/Chekov  slash  angst  romance 
september 2009 by oxoniensis
Crashed by absrip (Supernatural, Castiel/Dean, vid)
Music: Crashed by Daughtry
Stream: youtube
Download: .avi file, 65MB, 2.43.
Supernatural  video  Dean-Winchester  Castiel  Dean/Castiel  AU  slash  angst 
august 2009 by oxoniensis
You're Not From Around Here by Vehemently (TSCC, James Ellison, Derek, G, 2,201 words)
The people in law enforcement who aren't vaguely paranoid are the scary ones. You have to be a narcissist or a sociopath or a thrill-seeker not to get that reflexive twinge: you investigate the world and the world might return the favor someday. James Ellison has turned in his hours listening to RICO wiretaps and loitering in nondescript Fords. He knows his paranoia well.
SCC  fiction  Ellison  Derek  gen  angst 
july 2009 by oxoniensis
Fall of Man by obsessive24 (Supernatural, Castiel/Dean, vid)
Song/Artist: Fall of Man by Matthew Good Band
Duration: 3:17 minutes
Summary: Castiel character, Castiel/Dean. What you don't know won't kill you.
Spoilers: season 4.
Download: AVI version, Xvid, 49.98MB | WMV version, 23.12MB
Supernatural  video  Dean/Castiel  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  Castiel  slash  angst 
may 2009 by oxoniensis
Elemental by Fabella (Merlin, Merlin/Arthur, vid)
Song: "Stay" by Michelle Featherstone
Summary: Merlin is of nature, Arthur of man. Enter conflict. Merlin, Arthur, Merlin/Arthur.
Length: 3:21
Format: xvid/divx avi
Download Details:
61.14mb @ megaupload
61.14mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube
slash  Merlin2008  Arthur  gen  Merlin  Arthur/Merlin  angst  video 
may 2009 by oxoniensis
you are not your body; i am not your soul by delgaserasca (NCIS, Ziva, PG, 1,000 words)
The hat is garish against her hands; the wool is worn and soft to the touch. It is bunched slightly, springing back from her grip as though she had never touched it. She considers it momentarily, holds it to her face and breathes in the memory of its owner. Her throat constricts and her eyes sting, but she does not cry, not yet. Instead she puts the hat on, pulling the wool over her hair and feeling it slip over her ears. She leans back on the bench and looks up at the cloudless sky; she wonders if Roy would mind this one indulgence. She does not cry.
fiction  gen  angst  NCIS  Ziva 
april 2009 by oxoniensis
By Whirlwind Scattered by busaikko (Stargate Atlantis, Sheppard/McKay, NC-17, 5,700 words)
On the seventeenth day after the jumper crashed, Rodney realized that the man he was stranded with was not John Sheppard.
fiction  slash  angst  firsttime  SGA  Sheppard/McKay  McKay  Sheppard  dark 
april 2009 by oxoniensis
Thirty Miles by whereupon (Supernatural, Dean/Sam, R, 14,720 words)
The day Dean gets out of hell, the sun is shining and the sky is that postcard shade of blue, like maybe it goes on forever and if it doesn't, at least it goes deep, tight and familiar wire around his heart.
fiction  slash  Supernatural  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  angst  Dean/Sam  incest  firsttime  AU 
april 2009 by oxoniensis
the things which I have seen I now can see no more by lunabee34 (SPN, Pamela, teen, 1,351 words)
Pamela is sixteen the first time she sees her own death. She opens that door right up and takes a good long look even though her mama says it can make you crazy knowing a thing like that. “Screw you,” Pamela thinks. “I’ll show you.” She’s never sure later who she means, her mama or Death, but the story ends the same either way.
fiction  gen  Supernatural  angst  Pamela  coda 
march 2009 by oxoniensis
Five children that weren't...and one that was by amand-r (Doctor Who/Torchwood, various, teen, 3,771 words)
"It's not the end of the world," he says softly, more softly than the other Doctor ever did. Rose rather appreciates the tone, despite the candor. "You know, we know a bit about that, right?" He pauses and his mouth presses against the back of Rose's head.

Out in the yard, her mum tackles dad and they roll about in the leaves, rakes forgotten.

"It feels like the end of something," she tells the window before turning away. Tony is at that androgynous age in which his belly laughs could be any child, any child in the world. In the universe.
fiction  slash  gen  Dr-Who  Jack-Harkness  Donna-Noble  angst  het  crossover  Torchwood  Rose  Ianto  Owen  Tosh  Martha  Jenny 
february 2009 by oxoniensis
Effigy by obsessive24 (Merlin, Guinevere, vid)
Song/Artist: Effigy by Natalie Merchant
Duration: 2:32 minutes
Spoilers: series 1.
Download: AVI version, Xvid, 23.95MB | WMV version, 8.95MB
gen  Merlin2008  angst  video  Guinevere 
february 2009 by oxoniensis
Blood is thicker than water (come home and drown) by beckaandzac (Supernatural, Sam/Dean, NC-17 1,300 words)
There’s a soreness in Sam’s chest as he thinks of yelling at the side of the road, Dean’s face closing tight over his terror, and the memory of rising flame blurs his eyes. Some men are too many parts monster to be saved, and Sam might still be one of them.
fiction  slash  Supernatural  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  angst  Dean/Sam  incest  PWP  coda 
february 2009 by oxoniensis
Nothing Matters But the Part with the Numbers by pyrebi (Supernatural, Sam, Dean, Trickster, PG-13, 1,300 words)
It would be almost frighteningly easy to step away from a time loop and simply...forget about it for a bit. Not on purpose, of course, but you know how things come up. And while it may only be a little while for the demigod creator, that could be forever in the mind of the only human who doesn't reset.
gen  fiction  Supernatural  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  angst  coda  Trickster 
february 2009 by oxoniensis
so are they all, all honourable men by Seperis (Merlin, Arthur/Merlin, NC-17, 18,139 words)
Considering Arthur's future wife will be chosen less for compatibility than for her political value, Merlin may be the only marriage he'll have that won't end in bloodshed or a great deal of fortifying wine. [Britpicked.]
fiction  slash  firsttime  romance  angst  Merlin2008  Arthur  Merlin  Arthur/Merlin 
february 2009 by oxoniensis
care to stay? by tearful_eye (Multifandom vid)
'what's it like? outside - with the living...'
sources. (tv) heroes, life on mars, primeval, stargate sg-1, torchwood | (movies) dead poets society, gladiator, the million dollar hotel (spoilers for some!)
music. the living by natalie merchant
download. wmv (27.3 MB) | avi (47.6 MB)
stream. imeem
gen  angst  video  Torchwood  SG-1  Heroes  Dead-Poets-Society  Primeval  Gladiator  Life-On-Mars 
january 2009 by oxoniensis
The Hard Prayer by Rheanna (Stargate Atlantis, Sheppard/McKay, PG-13, 30,334 words)
"My God, we're both complete basket cases, aren't we? We should form a species extinction support group."
fiction  slash  firsttime  SGA  Sheppard/McKay  McKay  Sheppard  angst  AU 
january 2009 by oxoniensis
Life in a Glass House by hollywoodgrrl (Merlin, Morgana, others, vid)
Song: Life in a Glass House
Artist: Radiohead
Vid: 48.9MB, avi (download or imeem stream)
Summary: Morgana surrenders to destiny.
gen  Merlin2008  Arthur  Merlin  angst  video  Morgana  Uther 
january 2009 by oxoniensis
I love the bones of you by fleshflutter (Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, PG-13, 3500 words)
There is more to Dean, he believes, than blood and bone and muscle. There's some hidden mystery, beyond simple anatomy, of who he is.
fiction  slash  Supernatural  Dean-Winchester  angst  Castiel  Dean/Castiel 
december 2008 by oxoniensis
The Ultimate Fate of those Gerbils by anon (Fringe, Walter, Olivia, Peter, Astrid, PG-13, 1,194 words)
"In my original experiments, at least one out of every three test subjects survived."

Astrid blanches.

"...Which is precisely why I am introducing an organic buffer to reduce the variability of the transfer rate."

"Organic buffer?" Olivia asks.

"Indeed." He claps his hands. "Asterope, my dear, fetch the gerbils!"
fiction  gen  humour  angst  yuletide  Fringe  Walter  Olivia  Peter  Astrid 
december 2008 by oxoniensis
wicked games by vinylroad (Supernatural, Sam/Ruby, NC-17, 4,877 words)
She has her reasons, but none she’s willing to share. Not now.

“Does it matter?” She smiles as she peers over her shoulder, back toward him. “Just think of me as the little fallen angel on your shoulder.”
Supernatural  het  fiction  angst  Sam-Winchester  Ruby  Sam/Ruby 
december 2008 by oxoniensis
Send Lazarus to My Father's House by pyrebi (Supernatural, Dean, Alastair, M, 1,253 words)
Oh, darling, he says, smooth and sweet like he's picking someone up in a bar. Oh, sweetheart, don't you wanna come off that rack? Don't you wanna get comfortable again?

"Fuck you," she whispers, her voice an echo of something he doesn't quite remember now.
Supernatural  fiction  Dean-Winchester  Alastair  dark  gen  angst 
december 2008 by oxoniensis
Cross Your Heart And Hope by mardia (Chuck, Ellie, Chuck, Bryce, Casey, Sarah, PG-13, 1,590 words)
There’s a gag in Ellie’s mouth, but even if there wasn’t she still isn’t sure she could talk, because she’s so scared right now, so scared and bewildered and what has her brother gotten himself into?

“It’s going to be all right, Ellie,” Chuck says, and even though she can tell he’s just as frightened as she is, his voice is steady and sure and strong, and she loves him for it, even as she’s furiously cursing him in her head for not being smart enough to run away from the evil kidnappers with AK-47’s. She does try to speak now through the gag, and Chuck smiles like he knows what she’s trying to say.
Chuck(show)  fiction  Chuck-Bartowski  Ellie  Bryce  John-Casey  Sarah-Walker  gen  angst 
december 2008 by oxoniensis
Thorn in Your Side by smilla02 (Supernatural, Dean, Sam, Castiel, R, 2,600 words)
"Tell me," he says, "how long did my father last?"

Castiel breathes out a white puff of warm air on his face. "Does it matter, Dean?"

Dean steps away, back hitting the side of the car, hands splayed against the glass so he doesn't fall.

"It matters the world," he says.
Supernatural  fiction  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  Castiel  gen  angst  coda 
december 2008 by oxoniensis
You miss too much these days if you stop and think by xzombiexkittenx (SPN, Sam/Dean, Ruby, NC-17, 4,026 words)
The demon knows this skin too well. It cradles the black of his soul and he sinks down into it, stretches out and it feels like home.

Alastair smirks at him. “The late, great Dean Winchester,” he says.
Supernatural  fiction  Dean/Sam  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  Ruby  dark  slash  incest  AU  angst 
november 2008 by oxoniensis
cassiopeia by vinylroad (Supernatural, Dean/Jo, teen, 354 words)
It’s cold enough that she can see her breath fogging up in the air, fat marshmallow puffs that disappear as quickly as they form. They trail up into the pitch black sky lit by thousands of tiny pinprick stars tossed in patterns she never bothered to learn. She counts them over the din above her, the voice that makes no real sound, just a long hard wail that vibrates against her skin.
Supernatural  fiction  Dean/Jo  angst  het  gen 
november 2008 by oxoniensis
All in Your Hands by Loki (Supernatural, Sam, Dean, Ruby, YED, vid)
Song: False King
Artist: Two Steps From Hell
Summary: Dean`s year is almost up and Sam makes another deal with YED to save him. The terms are: Sam doesn`t remember anything, and he`s becoming an antichrist. When Dean comes and kills Ruby, trying to save his little brother, Sam kills Dean, because he actually doesn`t know him. And then memories are back and Sam understands that now he has to become what he was afraid of the most.
Length: 2:26
File Size: 21 MB or 89 MB HD or youtube
Supernatural  video  Sam-Winchester  Dean-Winchester  Ruby  AU  gen  angst  dark 
october 2008 by oxoniensis
Signed, the Doctor by hollywoodgrrl (Doctor Who, Ten, Rose, vid)
Song: Seamless
Artist: Archive
Spoilers: Through "Journey's End"
Size: 34.4 MB, wmv

Last night I dreamt of regeneration.
There was a beach, an ocean.
Dr-Who  video  Ten  Rose  angst 
october 2008 by oxoniensis
Fallen Angel by Melissa (Supernatural, Sam/Ruby, vid)
summary: "...on the bright side, I'll be there with you. That little fallen angel on your shoulder."
music: waking dream. natalie walker.
size/format/length: 96.8MB, wmv, 3:33
Supernatural  video  Sam/Ruby  Sam-Winchester  Ruby  het  angst 
september 2008 by oxoniensis
highway kind by whereupon (Supernatural, Dean/OFC, Sam, PG, 1,439 words)
He swallowed. "Did you look at the cards?" he asked. She sighed. The bed creaked as she rolled over to face him, and in the dim her eyes were black.

"Cards are for amateurs," she said. "I didn't need to."

"What did they, what did you-- you know."

"There are some things you shouldn't know," she said, flat and final. He bit the inside of his cheek.

"That's cheery."

She kissed the side of his neck. "You think if you know what happens, you can change it?" He took a breath and she shook her head ever so slightly. "Honey, maybe that’s why I can't tell you."
Supernatural  fiction  Dean/OFC  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  het  angst 
september 2008 by oxoniensis
the naming of things by Aria (Doctor Who, Koshei/Theta, R, 13,045 words)
Being proved wrong -- and by such a silly argument, all pathos but still right -- rankles. Koschei grits his teeth. "What if it was small things? Not just preventing paradoxes, but setting little things to rights?"

" 'What if'," Theta echoes, the beginnings of a smile curling his lips. "All right then. We'll do an experiment, hmm? Forget the quantum applications. We'll set history to rights a theory at a time."
Dr-Who  fiction  Doctor/Master  slash  firsttime  angst 
september 2008 by oxoniensis
Sympathy for the Devil by lyrstzha (Supernatural/Babylon 5, Garibaldi, Dean, PG, 4,988 words)
Garibaldi’s mouth opens and closes a couple of times before he says, “You’re a demon?” Because whatever he was expecting, it surely wasn’t this.

The demon looks down at himself and shrugs. “You were kinda hoping for horns and a tail, weren’t you? Maybe some hooves? Yeah, I get that a lot. Sorry, man.” He points vaguely over his shoulder. “If it’ll make you feel any better, I could probably rustle up a pitchfork from somewhere.” His lips quirk, and Garibaldi just knows the creature is laughing at him.

And that’s when Garibaldi decides to go with it. “I don’t care what you look like. You can wear a rubber chicken on your head if that’s what floats your boat. A buddy of mine told me you could make deals. That true?”
B5  Supernatural  fiction  Dean-Winchester  Garibaldi  crossover  gen  angst 
august 2008 by oxoniensis
Climbing up the Walls by obsessive24 (SPN/Firefly/Heroes, Dean/Sam, Simon/River, Nathan/Peter, vid)
Fandom: Supernatural, Firefly/Serenity, Heroes Song/Artist: Climbing up the Walls by Radiohead Duration: 4:21 minutes Summary: Siblings. "I am the pick in the ice."
Supernatural  Firefly  Heroes  video  Dean/Sam  Simon/River  Nathan/Peter  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  incest  crossover  slash  het  angst 
august 2008 by oxoniensis
Hitting on All Eight by razorxrosary (Brick, Brendan/Emily, NC-17, 533 words)
He can still taste her, thick salt in the back of his throat like the beginning of grief. When he sleeps, he can still see her smile, liquid light enough to drip sunspots across the back of his eyelids.
Brick  fiction  Brendan/Emily  het  angst  PWP 
august 2008 by oxoniensis
the probable future by vinylroad (Supernatural, crossroads demon, Sam/others, adult, 2,690 words)
This one is different. It tastes like cinder, gritty and hot, something dying inside her mouth. Giving away something she thought worthless.

Every kiss after tastes the same.
Supernatural  fiction  Crossroads-Demon  Sam-Winchester  het  slash  angst  dark 
august 2008 by oxoniensis
Animals in Cellophane by smilla02 (Supernatural, Dean, Sam, R, 2,872 words)
In Hemingford, Nebraska, Dean sees ghosts everywhere. Dozens of men. Their mouths open in silent screams; they walk beside him, a crowd between him and Sam.
Supernatural  fiction  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  gen  angst 
june 2008 by oxoniensis
In Seconds by juicy_11 (Supernatural, Dean, Sam, vid)
Song: Blackout
Artist: Muse
Summary: Midnight. Time is up for Dean. When he looks at Sam for maybe the last time, Dean remembers his last years.
Length: 4:22
File Size: 88.3 MB (download and youtube)
Supernatural  video  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  angst  gen 
june 2008 by oxoniensis
stay awake by proofpudding (Supernatural, Dean, Sam, vidlet)
summary: 'is that what you want me to do ... ? just let you go?' music: stay awake. suzanne vega. size/format/length: 15.7MB, wmv, 1:49
Supernatural  video  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  angst  gen 
may 2008 by oxoniensis
Lamp in the Cooling Room by anon (Harry Potter, Draco/Harry, OFC, R, 8,864 words)
She sings, "Here come I, the death watch beetle. Chewing away at the great cathedral."

He whips around and his funny-looking coat billows open, its perfect pleats separating like one of those Oriental paper fans her mother fancies so much.
HP  fiction  Harry/Draco  OFC  slash  angst  firsttime 
may 2008 by oxoniensis
children of the revolution by vinylroad (Supernatural, Dean/Jo, adult, 7,669 words)
Dean finds her on the side of the road near Etna, half naked and dazed, her feet dragging in the red dust.
supernatural  fiction  Dean/Jo  AU  het  angst  dark 
april 2008 by oxoniensis
Impulse by antigonesgift (Supernatural, Dean, vid)
Dean’s been living a secret life their whole lives but when Sam starts to figure that out, he gets more than he bargained for.
Supernatural  video  Dean-Winchester  Sam-Winchester  AU  angst  dark 
march 2008 by oxoniensis
Half Life by Blue (House, House/Wilson, House/OFC, R, 29,000 words)
Wilson freezes. The wolf yawns hugely, revealing a terrifying collection of yellowing teeth, smacks its lips sleepily, and looks right at him.

Wilson can only mutter, "Oh, shit," because he can’t deny that the blue eyes staring back at him are House’
HouseMD  fiction  House/Wilson  AU  slash  angst 
march 2008 by oxoniensis
the river below by vinylroad (Supernatural, Dean/Jo, Sam/Jess, Dean/Sam, adult, 6,824 words)
Sam wrangles on his old Appaloosa during the day with Tippy, his black spotted mongrel, moving the herd into fresh grazing land. The cattle travel slow under the hot sun, lethargic and skinny.
Supernatural  fiction  Dean/Sam  Sam-Winchester  Dean-Winchester  Sam/Jess  Dean/Jo  Jessica-Moore  Jo-Harvelle  AU  het  slash  incest  angst 
march 2008 by oxoniensis
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